Terima kasih buat admin iiumc sebab sudi publishkan kisah aku. Seperti mana yang korang baca pada tajuk diatas, aku rasa korang dah dapat agak kisah aku tentang apa.
Okey, aku perkenalkan nama aku Nur (bukan nama sebenar). Aku berusia lewat 20-an. Student lepasan universiti tempatan dan sekarang bekerja dalam sektor marketing. Aku juga student lepasan sekolah agama suatu ketika dulu waktu di alam persekolahan.
Bila aku nyatakan aku lepasan sekolah agama, benda yang pertama bermain di fikiran korang mesti aku berjubah, bertudung labuh paras pinggang, berniqab, berpurdah, berstokin, ber’handsock’, dan berbaju longgar kan??
Ye, secara jujurnya pakaian aku memang sebegitu. Tetapi, tolong jangan anggap kami yang berpakaian seperti ini adalah malaikat, kami juga manusia biasa yang tidak lari dari melalukan dosa. Aku manusia biasa. Tolong jangan judge aku berdasarkan pakaian aku.
Kisah aku bermula tahun lepas, aku mulakan hidup aku dengan pekerjaan yang baru, environment baru, tempat baru, dan kawan² baru.
Start dari pekerjaan aku di tempat baru aku berjumpa seorang lelaki yang aku kenalkan sebagai Z. Disebabkan ramai diantara kawan² satu team kami dah berkahwin, maka hanya kami je yang bujang dan umur pon sebaya. Jadi kami selalu digosipkan oleh rakan² yang lain.
Dari situ dia cuba tegur aku secara berdepan. Pada mulanya aku tak layan, sebab si Z ni orang nya ada rupa, putih, tinggi, rambut lurus rapi, pakaian kemas. So, dalam erti kata lain “handsome”.
Jadi, aku tak nak rapat dengan dia sebab aku takut aku jatuh hati dengan dia dan aku pon tak percaya yang dia ni single. Orang handsome takkan takde awek. Mesti ada punya.
Si Z ni seorang yang sangat menjaga solat 5 waktu, so hampir 2 bulan aku ushaa je dia ni solat ke tak, kaki perempuan ke tak, jenis kaki lepak ke tak, siapa kawan² rapat dia.
So, dari apa yang aku perhati, boleh dikatakan dia ni lelaki yang elok laa. Dia jaga solat dia. Sejak dari tu aku mula tanya kan dekat rakan² lain tentang Z ni, sebab diaorang dah satu team dengan Z ni dah lama, ada yang 3 tahun, ada yang 2 tahun.
So, soalan yang aku selalu tnya pada kwan² yang lain ialah “ko pernah tengok tak Z ni keluar dengan perempuan?” , “Korang pernah nampak tak si Z ni dengan perempuan” , “selama 3 tahun ko kenal dia, dia ni takde awek ke weh”?
Setiap kali sebelum aku berkawan dengan mana² lelaki, tu la benda yang aku sangat berhati². Sebab aku sangat takut aku dikecewakan. Aku sangat takut aku ditipu. Aku sangat takut aku dipermainkan.
Bila dah berminggu-minggu aku selidik, aku stalk fb dia, aku tnya kawan² yang rapat dengan dia, jawapan yang aku dapat ialah “takde”.. “dia takde awek”.. “aku tak rajin nampak pon dia dengan perempuan”.
Masa aku stalk fb dia pon , lgsung takde tanda² yang dia dh ada someone. Si Z ni juga, pernah tanya tentang aku dekat kawan² yang lain yang aku ni dah berpunya ke, dah bertunang ke, sebab dekat jari manis aku ni ada dua bentuk cincin emas kiri dan kanan.
Sebab tu si Z ni tanya kawan² yang lain. Sebab dia takut aku tunang orang. Tapi kawan² yang lain rata² memang dah tahu aku ni single, jenis tak layan lelaki.
Lepas dah puas aku tanya orang sekeliling, baru laa aku terasa nk reply wsap dia. Biasanya aku reply sepatah² je sebelum ni, tapi sejak satu hari tu aku rasa curious sangat nak tahu tentang si Z ni.
Jadi aku pernah tanya dia, “awak dah ada someone ke?” Dia cakap “dulu ada”. Tapi sekarang aku tak tahu la sebab dia tak jawab. Aku cuma pikir mungkin dia ni putus cinta kot, sebab tu tak nak bagitahu.
Aku pernah jugak tanya dia “kenapa awak tak kawen lagi? dah nak masuk angka 3 dah ni?” Dia cuma jawab “lebih kepada tak bersedia”.. so, aku tak nak la tanya lebih².. nanti nampak sangat aku nak tackle dia. Lepas pada tu, kitaorang semakin hari semakin rapat.
Kitorang sangat² rapat sampai boleh pergi tengok wayang sekali, makan sekali berdua-duaan. Aku ni menyewa bujang dengan student dia pulak duduk dengan family.
Rumah kami tak jauh dalam 7 minit dah sampai. Jadi dia selalu amik aku depan rumah kalo nak pergi tengok wayang atau nak pegi makan.
Sampai la satu masa, aku tak tahu kenapa, kami terjebak dengan perkara terkutuk yang sangat² memalukan. Dia amik maruah aku dengan sekelip mata. Dari pujukan dia, dari mulut manis dia, aku lemah longlai, aku dibuai dengan kata² seorang lelaki.
Dari sekadar perkara yang ringan² hingga kami berani melakukan perbuatan tanpa seurat benang pon yang menutupi tubuh kami. Kami bersama di atas katil seperti suami isteri.
Aku tak tahu apa status hubungan aku dengan dia sampai aku begitu murah sekali serahkan mahkota aku kepada seorang lelaki yang bukan bergelar suami. Aku tak tahu kemana perginya malu aku ketika bersama dengan dia.
Aku sedar perbuatan yang kami buat ni adalah haram, berdosa besar. Tapi kami tetap lakukannya berulang ulang. Kadang 2 minggu sekali, kadang sebulan sekali.
Sejak dia dah berani sentuh aku, aku rasa macam ada perasaan dalam diri aku yang aku ni dah mula sayang si Z ni. Aku pernah cakap dekat si Z aku dah mula sayang dia, tapi dia sekadar dengar tanpa ada sebarang respon. Sedangkan mula² kenal dulu layanan dia sangat caring.
Saat pertama kali dia ambil maruah aku, aku pernah ajak dia kawen tapi dia diam je tanpa sebarang jawapan. Terdetik juga di hati aku, aku rasa aku dipermainkan. Aku rasa dia saje nak kenakan aku.
Aku rasa aku adalah perempuan yang paling b*d*h sekali dalam dunia ni sebab bertapa mudahnya serahkan maruah aku. Setiap kali kitaorang bersama, setiap kali tu jugak aku akan ajak dia kawen.
Aku cakap kat dia “benda yang kita buat ni dosa, jom la kawen, aku tak nak lagi buat benda ni, benda ni ketagih, aku tak nak buat dosa lagi sambil aku merayu-rayu dengan dia. Tapi dia tetap dengan cara dia yang diamkan diri. Tak ada kata putus langsung.
Bermulanya PKP hari tu, aku nekad nak jauhkan diri dari dia sebab aku taknak dah bergelumang dengan dosa zina tu. Aku cukup kecewa dengan diri aku sendiri. Aku b*d*h, aku kejam pada diri aku sendiri.
2 bulan aku tak contact dia, aku tak jumpa dia, aku block no dia. Sepanjang Ramadhan, aku gunakan masa sebulan tu bersungguh-sungguh aku mintak ampun dengan Allah, aku mintak petunjuk dengan Allah supaya Allah tunjukkan aku sesuatu.
Masuknya bulan Syawal, kami start contact balik each other. Aku tak tahu kenapa aku tak boleh lupakan Z. Then berlaku balik perbuatan haram tu.
2 hari selepas aku bersama dengan dia, aku cuba stalk FB si Z. Aku tak tahu kenapa malam tu aku terasa nak stalk FB dia, then apa yang aku nampak, aku sangat terkejut.
Ada sekeping gambar seorang perempuan bersama dengan Z tengah duduk diatas kerusi dengan caption “Boleh merentas Negeri untuk tujuan Nikah” sambil di tag FB Z.
Aku kenalkan perempuan tu dengan nama Sofea (bukan nama sebenar). Baju yang Z pakai time tu adalah baju melayu dia pakai waktu raya pertama. So, aku agak si Z ni pegi beraya rumah sofea. Cuma aku je yang tak tahu.
Patut la time raya pertama Z langsung tak reply wsap aku. Patut la raya pertama dia cakap dia busy. Rupanya ada yang dia sembunyikan selama ni.
Aku gementar, aku menangis malam tu sampai subuh. Aku meraung sepuas hati. Aku dipermainkan oleh lelaki yang aku anggap baik selama ni. Aku lemah longlai. Aku paksa diri aku bangun untuk berwudhuk. Aku serahkan diri aku pada yang Hak.
Malam tu juga aku mintak petunjuk dari Allah untuk keluarkan aku dari kesakitan yang aku rasa. Aku ditipu hidup² oleh Z, maruah aku tergadai, harga diri aku telah aku serahkan kepada Z.
Takde apa yang aku mampu buat. Aku menangis di atas sejadah sampai subuh. Aku malu dengan perbuatan aku sendiri. Aku b*d*h, aku terlalu cepat tergoda dengan lelaki. Aku lemah.
Kalau la aku tahu dari awal Z dah berpunya, mungkin aku tak berkawan dengan dia serapat ini. Kalaulah aku tahu si Z ni dah ada awek, aku pon takkan terjerumus ke lembah hitam ini.
Ya Allah, aku tak kuat nak lalui semua ini. Adakah aku harus berdiam diri? Berapa lamakah Z dengan sofea? Apa hubungan diaorang? Adakah baru couple? Adakah dah bertunang? Adakah diaorang akan kahwin dalam masa terdekat?
Itulah soalan demi soalan yang berada di kepala aku. Jika dia dah lama couple, adakah aku orang ketiga? Adakah aku bersalah dalam situasi?
Aku contact sofea dekat FB. Aku hantarkan pada sofea gambar aku dengan Z berdua di kedai makan. Aku tanya sofea, ‘kenal ke lelaki kat sebelah?’ Then, aku mintak no wassap sofea untuk berhubung secara proper. Lantas sofea tertanya tanya, apa hubungan aku dengan Z.
Kami berhubung melalui wassap. Sofea kakitangan kerajaan yang berkerja di ibu kota. Aku dan Z hanya pekerja swasta dan tinggal satu daerah. Sofea juga sebaya dengan kami lewat 20-an dan berasal dari negeri yang sama dengan kami cuma daerah yang berbeza.
Aku terkejut bila sofea nyatakan dia dah kenal Z hampir 10 tahun sejak di tingkatan 6. Tapi diorang belum bertunang secara official. Aku ceritakan pada sofea tentang Z. Apa yang berlaku antara aku dengan Z, malah sofea tak percaya kata² aku.
Dia cakap aku hanya gilakan Z dan nak hubungan dia putus dengan Z. Sofea nyatakan Z tak pernah sentuh dia. Katanya Z cukup baik. Selama 10 tahun Z tak pernah buat perangai. Lebih² lagi sentuh perempuan.
Masa aku contact sofea, Z tak tahu yang aku dah tahu tentang dia dengan Sofea. Aku contact Z macam biasa. Aku minta Z datang rumah sewa aku sebab aku nak bagi sesuatu dekat dia. Then, dia datang juga walaupon dia berkali-kali cakap dia penat.
Dia sampai je depan rumah, aku terus masuk dalam kereta dia. Lepas aku bagi barang dekat Z, aku tanya Z directly. Dia dah tunang ke? Sape perempuan dalam gambar tu? Berapa lama dia kenal? Sebelum kenal aku atau selepas kenal aku?
Z terkejut aku ajukan soalan demi soalan. Dia tak mampu nak jawab soalan² aku. Cuma dia jawab dia belum bertunang dan dia berkawan dengan sofea sebelum kenal aku. Aku tahan air mata aku dari mengalir laju depan dia malam tu.
Aku terpanah dengan kata-kata dia. Aku tanya dia kenapa buat aku macam ni? Kenapa sentuh aku kalau dah ada orang lain? Kenapa sentuh aku kalau takde perasaan kat aku? Kenapa tak jujur dengan aku masa mula² kenal dulu? Kenapa? Kenapa baru sekrang nak jujur? Kenapa Z??
Dia hanya diamkan diri dan ayat yang keluar dari mulut dia adalah Dia minta maaf. Dia minta maaf atas apa yang berlaku. Adakah maaf dia tu dapat kembalikan maruah aku? Sungguh mudah berkata maaf tapi tidak semudah untuk melupakan.
Aku berkata dekat Z, aku anggap ini ujian hidup aku, aku pasrah, aku redho. Ujian yang sangat perit untuk aku terima.
Sebab ini semua salah aku, salah aku yang terlalu percaya, salah aku yang memberi, salah aku yang tergoda dengan pujuk rayu, salah aku kerana iman tak kuat, semua salah aku. Salah aku sebab tak kenal Z ni secara detail.
Kalau aku tahu dari awal dia dah ada someone, aku rasa aku tak kan rapat dengan Z. Tapi aku yang b*d*h. Aku sedikit pon tak salahkan orang lain sebaliknya aku salahkan diri aku terlebih dahulu.
Aku pernah tanya Z, kenapa dia sentuh aku kalau dia dah ada someone? Dia hanya jawab “sebab Nafsu”. Dia cakap dia langsung takde perasaan kat aku, dia cakap kita hanya kawan.
So, maknanya memang mula perkenalan aku dengan dia memang dia dah berpunya, setiap kali aku tanya dia tak pernah mengaku sebab takut aku tak layan dia dah. Dia takut dia tak dapat aku untuk lepaskan nafsu dia.
Jadi memang benarlah niat dia kenal aku hanya untuk permainkan aku dan dijadikan aku pemuas nafsu dia.
Aku anggap ini pengajaran buat diri aku sendiri sebab terlalu percayakan Lelaki. Untuk yang bergelar wanita, aku kongsikan kisah hidup aku.
Jangan terlalu cepat percaya dengan penampilan luaran, walaupon dia solat 5 waktu tak tinggal sekali pon, perangai belum tentu seperti apa yang kita pikir.
Apa yang terjadi pada Z dan Sofea lepas tahu perkara ni? Adakah aku berdiam diri tanpa berbuat apa-apa²?
Tidak, maruah aku mungkin tidak dapat ditebus tetapi Aku kesian dekat sofea sebab percaya dekat jantan tak guna ni. Aku tak tahu berapa ramai dah wanita kat luar sana yang jadi mangsa Z.
Kepada Sofea, jika kamu baca coretan ini, buka lah mata, buat istikharah, minta petunjuk dari Allah semoga Allah berikan kamu suami yang baik, bukannya seorang lelaki penzina yang akan jadi ayah kepada anak² kamu, yang memainkan wanita lain atas kepentingan nafsu syahwat.
Aku tidak sedikitpon berniat nak putuskan hubungan kamu sebab aku nak merampas si Z, kamu silap. Aku cuma beritahu siapa sebenarnya Z dan apa yang dia dah buat pada aku.
Aku terima dengan hati terbuka & berlapang dada bila Z nyatakan dia takde perasaan langsung dekat aku dan cuma untuk lepaskan nafsu semata-mata.
Kepada pembaca, tolong doakan aku kuat dan tabah untuk aku teruskan hidup walaupon ia sangat perit untuk aku lalui. Semoga Allah lindungi aku dari perkara-perkara yang boleh merosakkan diri aku sendiri.
Aku bukan malaikat. Aku hanya manusia biasa yang tidak pernah lari dari melakukan dosa. Aku pendosa tanpa noktah. Semoga ada kehidupan yang lebih baik untuk aku selepas ini.
– Nur (Bukan nama sebenar)
Sumber IIUM
Apa Pendapat Anda? Dah Baca, Jangan Lupa Komen Dan Share Ya. Terima Kasih Banyak!
PERHATIAN: Pihak admin tidak akan bertanggungjawab langsung ke atas komen-komen yang diberikan oleh pembaca kami.
Sila pastikan anda berfikir panjang terlebih dahulu sebelum menulis komen anda disini. Pihak admin juga tidak mampu untuk memantau kesemua komen yang ditulis disini. Segala komen adalah hak dan tanggungjawab anda sendiri
Sementara itu, anda boleh baca juga kisah-kisah lain yang menarik dan menghiburkan di bawah ini yang dikongsikan seperti berikut:
Jangan lupa like di bawah atau follow page kami. Terima Kasih
482025 97041you use a amazing blog here! do you wish to have the invite posts in my small weblog? 647808
An interesting discussion is price comment. I feel that you should write extra on this matter, it might not be a taboo subject however typically people are not enough to talk on such topics. To the next. Cheers
There are definitely numerous details like that to take into consideration. That is a nice point to bring up. I offer the thoughts above as normal inspiration but clearly there are questions just like the one you bring up the place crucial thing will be working in trustworthy good faith. I don?t know if best practices have emerged around issues like that, however I am sure that your job is clearly identified as a good game. Both girls and boys feel the affect of just a second抯 pleasure, for the remainder of their lives.
Spot on with this write-up, I actually suppose this web site wants rather more consideration. I抣l most likely be again to learn way more, thanks for that info.
There are some attention-grabbing cut-off dates on this article however I don抰 know if I see all of them heart to heart. There’s some validity however I’ll take maintain opinion until I look into it further. Good article , thanks and we wish more! Added to FeedBurner as nicely
you might have a great blog here! would you prefer to make some invite posts on my blog?
I am writing to let you be aware of of the exceptional discovery my friend’s daughter gained viewing yuor web blog. She picked up a lot of pieces, including what it is like to possess an excellent teaching style to have a number of people with no trouble grasp specified advanced things. You actually surpassed people’s expectations. Thanks for presenting such interesting, trustworthy, edifying and also unique guidance on this topic to Evelyn.
You need to participate in a contest for one of the best blogs on the web. I’ll recommend this web site!
I discovered your blog site on google and check just a few of your early posts. Proceed to keep up the very good operate. I just further up your RSS feed to my MSN News Reader. Seeking forward to reading more from you in a while!?
After study just a few of the blog posts in your website now, and I truly like your approach of blogging. I bookmarked it to my bookmark website checklist and will probably be checking back soon. Pls check out my website online as properly and let me know what you think.
There are certainly a variety of details like that to take into consideration. That could be a nice level to carry up. I provide the thoughts above as general inspiration but clearly there are questions just like the one you deliver up where crucial thing will likely be working in trustworthy good faith. I don?t know if greatest practices have emerged around things like that, but I am positive that your job is clearly recognized as a good game. Both girls and boys really feel the impact of just a second抯 pleasure, for the rest of their lives.
Your home is valueble for me. Thanks!?
you have an amazing blog right here! would you like to make some invite posts on my weblog?
Can I just say what a aid to search out somebody who truly knows what theyre talking about on the internet. You positively know how one can deliver an issue to mild and make it important. Extra people have to read this and perceive this side of the story. I cant consider youre no more well-liked because you undoubtedly have the gift.
I definitely wanted to compose a comment in order to thank you for all the amazing ideas you are posting on this website. My long internet investigation has now been rewarded with useful content to go over with my friends and family. I ‘d state that that we website visitors are definitely endowed to exist in a magnificent place with very many marvellous individuals with very helpful tricks. I feel very privileged to have discovered the site and look forward to so many more awesome times reading here. Thank you once more for all the details.
Good post. I be taught something more challenging on totally different blogs everyday. It is going to all the time be stimulating to read content from other writers and practice a bit of something from their store. I抎 desire to use some with the content material on my weblog whether you don抰 mind. Natually I抣l offer you a hyperlink on your net blog. Thanks for sharing.
I’m often to blogging and i actually admire your content. The article has actually peaks my interest. I am going to bookmark your site and keep checking for new information.
The following time I learn a weblog, I hope that it doesnt disappoint me as much as this one. I mean, I do know it was my choice to read, however I actually thought youd have something fascinating to say. All I hear is a bunch of whining about one thing that you may repair when you werent too busy looking for attention.
Once I initially commented I clicked the -Notify me when new comments are added- checkbox and now every time a remark is added I get 4 emails with the same comment. Is there any means you can take away me from that service? Thanks!
It抯 exhausting to seek out educated individuals on this topic, but you sound like you recognize what you抮e speaking about! Thanks
I’m usually to blogging and i actually admire your content. The article has really peaks my interest. I am going to bookmark your site and keep checking for brand new information.
It抯 onerous to seek out knowledgeable folks on this topic, but you sound like you understand what you抮e speaking about! Thanks
Nice post. I be taught one thing tougher on different blogs everyday. It’ll at all times be stimulating to read content from other writers and follow just a little something from their store. I抎 want to use some with the content material on my blog whether you don抰 mind. Natually I抣l offer you a link on your internet blog. Thanks for sharing.
An interesting dialogue is worth comment. I feel that it’s best to write extra on this topic, it might not be a taboo topic but typically persons are not sufficient to speak on such topics. To the next. Cheers
After I originally commented I clicked the -Notify me when new comments are added- checkbox and now every time a comment is added I get 4 emails with the same comment. Is there any way you can remove me from that service? Thanks!
507891 528287This internet page is known as a stroll-by for all the information you wished about this and didnt know who to ask. Glimpse appropriate here, and youll positively discover it. 311055
Can I just say what a reduction to search out someone who actually knows what theyre talking about on the internet. You positively know how you can bring an issue to mild and make it important. More people need to learn this and perceive this aspect of the story. I cant consider youre no more well-liked since you definitely have the gift.
I’m reallyy impressed witrh your writing skills
aand aso witth the layout onn youur weblog. Is thi a paud thwme or did yoou modify itt yourself?
Eithe wayy keepp up the excellent quazlity writing, iit is rare too
seee a great blog lime thuis onee tthese days.
Nice post. I learn one thing more challenging on different blogs everyday. It’s going to all the time be stimulating to learn content material from different writers and follow a bit something from their store. I抎 want to make use of some with the content material on my blog whether or not you don抰 mind. Natually I抣l offer you a link on your internet blog. Thanks for sharing.
After I originally commented I clicked the -Notify me when new comments are added- checkbox and now each time a remark is added I get 4 emails with the same comment. Is there any means you may take away me from that service? Thanks!
Can I simply say what a reduction to seek out someone who truly knows what theyre speaking about on the internet. You definitely know the best way to convey a problem to mild and make it important. Extra people need to read this and perceive this aspect of the story. I cant consider youre no more widespread because you definitely have the gift.
771066 679022A weblog like yours should be earning a lot dollars from adsense.~::- 128203
very good submit, i certainly love this website, carry on it
I have to show some appreciation to this writer for bailing me out of this scenario. Right after exploring throughout the the net and getting ways that were not pleasant, I thought my entire life was done. Existing devoid of the strategies to the problems you have fixed as a result of your review is a crucial case, as well as ones that might have in a wrong way damaged my entire career if I hadn’t noticed your website. That know-how and kindness in taking care of everything was very helpful. I don’t know what I would’ve done if I hadn’t encountered such a step like this. I’m able to at this time look ahead to my future. Thank you so much for the expert and effective help. I won’t be reluctant to recommend your web sites to anyone who wants and needs tips on this subject.
This actually answered my problem, thanks!
There may be noticeably a bundle to know about this. I assume you made sure good factors in features also.
Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive read something like this before. So nice to find somebody with some original ideas on this subject. realy thank you for beginning this up. this web site is one thing that is needed on the internet, someone with a bit originality. helpful job for bringing one thing new to the internet!
An interesting dialogue is worth comment. I feel that it is best to write extra on this topic, it might not be a taboo subject but typically persons are not sufficient to talk on such topics. To the next. Cheers
Excellent pieces. Keep writing sujch kind of information oon youjr site.
Im really impressd by yor blog.
Hello there, You’ve done a fantastic job.
I will definitely ddigg it and forr my parft suuggest
to mmy friends. I aam confident theyy will bee benefited frtom this website.
you could have a fantastic weblog here! would you wish to make some invite posts on my blog?
WONDERFUL Post.thanks for share..more wait .. ?
focus jazz
It抯 arduous to seek out knowledgeable individuals on this topic, however you sound like you already know what you抮e talking about! Thanks
Thank you for all your work on this website. Betty takes pleasure in participating in internet research and it’s simple to grasp why. A lot of people notice all about the dynamic ways you give priceless ideas by means of your web blog and therefore improve contribution from people on this theme plus our own princess is truly understanding so much. Enjoy the rest of the new year. You are always carrying out a very good job.
Youre so cool! I dont suppose Ive learn anything like this before. So nice to find anyone with some original ideas on this subject. realy thank you for starting this up. this website is something that’s needed on the web, somebody with slightly originality. helpful job for bringing one thing new to the web!
This is the precise blog for anyone who needs to search out out about this topic. You realize so much its almost laborious to argue with you (not that I actually would need匟aHa). You positively put a new spin on a subject thats been written about for years. Nice stuff, just great!
you’ve got a fantastic blog right here! would you like to make some invite posts on my blog?
I am usually to running a blog and i really respect your content. The article has really peaks my interest. I am going to bookmark your web site and maintain checking for brand new information.
There is noticeably a bundle to find out about this. I assume you made sure good points in features also.
sleeping music
WONDERFUL Post.thanks for share..extra wait .. ?
Hello! I just wish to give an enormous thumbs up for the nice information you will have here on this post. I will probably be coming again to your blog for more soon.
Once I originally commented I clicked the -Notify me when new feedback are added- checkbox and now each time a remark is added I get four emails with the same comment. Is there any means you may take away me from that service? Thanks!
After examine a few of the weblog posts on your web site now, and I actually like your method of blogging. I bookmarked it to my bookmark website list and will probably be checking again soon. Pls try my website as properly and let me know what you think.
piano
There are actually lots of details like that to take into consideration. That could be a nice point to carry up. I supply the thoughts above as basic inspiration however clearly there are questions like the one you convey up the place crucial factor will likely be working in trustworthy good faith. I don?t know if greatest practices have emerged around things like that, but I’m sure that your job is clearly identified as a good game. Both girls and boys really feel the impression of only a second抯 pleasure, for the rest of their lives.
relaxing music sleep
WONDERFUL Post.thanks for share..more wait .. ?
I would like to show appreciation to you just for bailing me out of this matter. As a result of researching through the online world and coming across methods which are not helpful, I thought my entire life was gone. Existing devoid of the answers to the difficulties you have solved through your entire article content is a critical case, and the ones which may have in a wrong way damaged my career if I hadn’t discovered the blog. Your own training and kindness in controlling all areas was valuable. I’m not sure what I would’ve done if I hadn’t encountered such a thing like this. I am able to now look forward to my future. Thanks very much for the skilled and result oriented help. I will not be reluctant to endorse the website to anyone who should receive tips about this area.
jazz piano instrumental
jazz for work
calming music
Thank you for each of your work on this site. My daughter really likes conducting internet research and it’s easy to understand why. A lot of people know all concerning the lively method you create insightful tips and tricks by means of this blog and in addition attract contribution from others on that content and our favorite daughter has been understanding a whole lot. Enjoy the rest of the year. You are doing a good job.
I in addition to my guys came following the great guidelines on your site and then immediately came up with an awful suspicion I had not expressed respect to the website owner for those tips. My people were for this reason excited to read through them and have certainly been loving them. Appreciation for really being simply helpful and then for selecting this sort of superb subject matter millions of individuals are really desirous to know about. Our own honest regret for not expressing gratitude to earlier.
I needed to write you one very little note just to say thanks over again for all the gorgeous tips you have shown on this site. It’s so particularly generous of people like you to present freely all most of us could possibly have offered for an e book to end up making some bucks for their own end, particularly given that you might well have done it if you considered necessary. The ideas likewise acted to be a great way to comprehend someone else have a similar eagerness similar to my own to find out many more related to this condition. I think there are a lot more pleasurable periods ahead for many who find out your site.
soothing music
smooth of piano jazz music
419274 261673You got a extremely excellent internet site, Glad I noticed it by means of yahoo. 858651
relax everyday
water sounds