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17 Tahun Xpernah Jumpa Atok Dan Nenek Di Kampung. Diam2 Aku Balik Nak Jumpa Atok Bekas ‘Komando’ Katanya. Bila Tok Imam Kampung Situ Tahu Sapa Atok Aku Terus Dia Mengucap Panjang.

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Nama aku Ijam.Aku anak tunggal.Dedi aku ni Polis, mami aku cikgu. Masa ak 17 tahun ak rasa pelik nama dedi mami tak balik umah atok nenek sedangkan atok nenek sihat lagi.Last balik masa aku umur 1 tahun.Tapi belah dedi dah lama meningggal.

Sbb rasa pelik lah.lepas spm.ak buat kerja gila. ak komplot dgn anep.ckp.tido.umah dia padahal ak balik kampung.Balik guna kereta Anip. Punyalah aku bersungguh kan, nak jumpa atuk ngan nenek aku. sebab tak penah nampak depan². Bayangkan dari KL aku drive sampai ke Kedah.

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OTW balik.Aku rasa seram sejuk lain macam. Aku bertolak lepas subuh.Punya excited nak balik kampung.Aku teruskan perjalanan.Sampai sana ku tanya orang kampung Alamat kampung Atuk tu kat mana.Kat halaman yang lapang tu, aku turun kereta.

Boleh tahan rumah atuk aku ni. Atuk aku ni pencen askar.Aku dengar atuk aku ni bekas komando.

“Assalamualaikum…” Aku jenguk² cari atuk.Cari nenek. Walaupun aku tak berapa kenal muka dorang. Aku beranikan diri. Tiba² ada orang tua belakang ak.Terkejut aku sampai terlompat.“Atuk ke ni?”

“Marilah masuk. Jumpa nenek kamu.” Aku pasti tulah atuk aku. Aku nampak muka dia dalam gambar dalam album lama mami.

“Ijammm” suara garau dia panggil nama aku.Heran jugaklah, aku balik sini masa umur aku setahun kut. Macam mana dua orang manusia ni boleh kenal aku? Aku salam dan peluk atuk nenek Rindu wei.Menitis jugak air mata lelaki aku ni.

Iyalah, umur 17 tahun baru merasa nak peluk atuk ngan nenek.Tergamak dedi ngan mami tak balik jenguk dorang.Nak sembang ngan atuk ngan nenek, tapi dia orang macam asingkan diri dari aku. Aku pikir mungkin dorg tak selesa dengan kehadiran aku yang tiba-tiba ni.

Lepas rehat aku pergi masjid solat magrib.Balik dari masjid aku singgah kat satu gerai ni.Aku beli tomyam dan lauk banyak-banyak sebab niat hati aku nak makan ngan atuk ngan nenek.
Atuk ngan nenek makan semua makanan.Punyalah berselera dorang ni.

Nenek yang sakit tu boleh makan bertambah-tambah.Abes je makan.Lepas makan aku melilau kejap kat rumah atas tu.Rumah atas tu je ada 5 bilik.Semua bilik kosong.Bilik paling hujung kedengaran macam riuh sikit.Eh, mana ada orang.Aku mula rasa pelik.Tiba-tiba je dengar suara budak-budak tengah main.

Aku cepat-cepat je tolak pintu bilik tu.Dah takde apa pulak.Aku tepuk-tepuk katil tu tiga kali.Aku duduk jap atas katil tu.Tiba-tiba bunyi “Arrghhhh…” dengar nenek aku menjerit kuat kat bawah.Aku tengok nenek aku elok je tidur.Atuk tak ada.Aku mula pelik.Lepas makan tadi, aku nampak dia keluar ikut pintu dapur sambil pegang sebatang lilin.

Sebelum tidur malam tu.Aku ambik wuduk, aku buat solat hajat.Lepas tu aku baca Surah Al-Mulk.Sebab aku dah mula rasa pelik sangat-sangat.Lepas aku baca Surah Al-Mulk tu, terus perut aku memulas macam nak terberanak je aku rasa.Lepas tu aku muntah. Bila dah muntah badan aku dah rasa lemah gia dan tertido.

Bangun Pagi tu pulak, aku rasa macam nak demam. Sebab semalam aku mimpi dasyat gila.Dalam mimpi tu aku nampak atuk aku heret tangan aku masuk hutan tebal. Dalam hutan tebal tu dia paksa aku sujud depan makhluk besar bertanduk. Mulut menatang tu luas gila.Benda tu mengaum depan aku. Bunyi dia macam harimau lapar.

Sampai bergegar hutan yang dalam mimpi aku tu.Aku habis-habis punya degil taknak sujud dan aku hanya sebut nama Allah…Allah…Allah…banyak-banyak kali.Masa tu aku tersedar dari tidur, tengok jam dah pukul 5.Aku bangun mandi dan masa mandi tu aku rasa pedih kat belakang badan aku.

Aku nampak macam ada luka kat belakang aku. Luka macam kena toreh. Lepas mandi aku gagah kan jugak ke masjid. Nak jemaah solat subuh.

“Orang muda…” “Orang muda ni asai dari mana?”.Imam yang imamkan solat tadi panggil aku kat parking.

“Saya dari KL, Imam.Datang ziarah atuk ngan nenek saya.”

“Muda-muda dah berjemaah kat masjid.Baguih- baguih…” Imam tu tepuk-tepuk belakang aku. Masa dia tepuk belakang aku tu.Aku rasa macam nak tomoi je imam tu.

“Dia marah dah tu…” imam tu gelak. Muka dia tenang.

“Pakda rasa, hang tak buleh duk sini lama-lama. P baliklah.Sat lagi takut makin teruk.” Imam tu bahasakan diri dia Pakda.Dan nasihat dia buat aku terkejut.

“Boleh saya ikut pakda balik ke rumah pakda?” Masa tu aku dah rasa lain macam sangat.Aku rasa aku dah tak kuat untuk balik ke rumah atuk ngan nenek aku.

“Jom,Ikut pakda.” Imam tu drive kereta kancil dia slow-slow. Aku follow kat belakang. Sampai rumah Imam. Turun je dari kereta.Aku terus muntah. Kali ni bukan muntah warna hitam.Muntah warna Merah. Rupanya darrah.

“Ya Allah.awat hang ni? hang sakit ka? Ya Allah…Bismillahirahmanirahim…” Imam tu letak tangan dia kat belakang aku lepas tu dia baca ayat quran.Baca rukyah. Masa tu aku rasa macam nak terajang Imam tu.

“Dah jom masuk.Pakda nak tanya hang satu benda ni.”

Bila aku langkah masuk dalam rumah dia. Aku rasa tenanggg sangat.Sejukkk hati aku ni. Lapanggg dada. Mami selalu cakap kat aku. “Rumah orang yang selalu menjaga solat jemaah dan selalu mengaji. Jadi Rumah akan rasa tenang.” memang betul. Aku yakin Imam ni sorang yang alim.

“Jangan duk berdiri. Sat lagi rebah pulak.” Pakda nak tanya

“Awat hang balik mai sini?”

“Saya nak jumpa atuk ngan nenek saya, pakda.Saya tak pernah jumpa dorang. “Masa tu aku angkat muka aku.aku nampak atuk aku berdiri di belakang imam sambil pegang sebatang kayu yang hitam berlumut.

“Allah…” Aku terbangun sambil mata terpaku ke arah atuk

“Awat?” Imam turut sama bangun dan dia lihat ke sekeliling. “Awat? hang nampak apa?”

“Takde apa, Pakda.” Aku duduk balik.Dalam dada ni rasa macam nak pecah je.

Imam duduk pun terkumat kamit baca something. “Siapa atuk ngan nenek hang tu, Ijam? Kenapa sampai mak ayah hang tak bagi balik sini?”

“Atuk saya, orang panggil dia Komando Man.Nenek saya, Nek Dijah.”

“Allahuakhbar…Laillahaillallah…Astaqfirullahalazim…Astaqfirullahalazim…” Imam raup muka dia. Berkali-kali.
Aku dah start risau dah. “Kenapa Pakda?”

“Jom kita balik p rumah tokwan hang.P ambik semua barang hang. Jom…”. Orang tua tu punya kalut nak pergi rumah atuk aku.kami sampai di rumah atuk aku.

“Masuk, ambik semua barang hang.” Imam tunggu kat laman sambil baca rukyah.

Aku pun berlari pergi ambik barang aku.Masa tu, rumah atuk aku buruk gila.Usang.Penuh sawang.Barang-barang aku pun duduk merata tempat. Padahal tepi sofa tu je aku letak barang aku. Katil nenek aku kosong.

Atuk aku pulak takde.Lepas ambik semua barang, aku berlari ke kereta.Dalam perjalanan balik ke rumah Imam.Telefon imam berdering. Imam suruh aku buat LoundSpeaker, “Abang, balik sat. Cepat, Ni Fatehah ni jadi apa tak tau. Abang balik cepat. Anak kita ni…”

“Ya Allah…Awatnya? sat-sat tunggu.”

“Kenapa, Pakda?” risau pulak aku. Dan kehadiran aku ni macam menyusahkan je. Sampai je rumah,dari halaman lagi aku dah dengar seseorang menjerit. Nyaring dia bukan main. Seram bila pikirkan balik.

‘Fatehah.Kenapa dengan Fatehah anak pakde tu?’ aku hanya mampu risau dalam hati.Anak dia dah la cantik berpurdah td bg aku air.Dah takkan nak tanya bapak dia banyak-banyak.Kang tok imam tu kejar aku ngan parang. Mampuih.

Imam dah berlari masuk ke dalam rumah.Sliper dia terpelanting ke kiri ke kanan.Aku pun jalan laju-laju ikut Imam. “Ijam, hang mai tolong aku.”

Aku tergamam.Nak tolong apa ni? disebabkan rasa seram ya amat bila dengar jeritan Fatehah.Aku berdiri kat ruang tamu aku azan.Dengan kompidennya aku azan weh.Lepas aku azan.Aku baca baca Alfatehah. 3 kul.Ayat Kursi. Ayat 1000 nidar. Ayat ke 4 Surah At-Tariq.

Jeritan Fatehah dari dalam rumah terus stop. Aku Bingung.Dalam hati ni membuak-buak rasa nak tahu. Tapi takkan aku nak redah masuk tengok anak dara orang? Tiba-tiba aku nampak Fatehah tu lari ke arah aku. Laju gila dia lari. Macam berjalan atas angin.

“Ijam! tolong pegang dia.Jangan bagi terlepas.” “Ijam, kejar dia. Kejar!” Imam dah tercungap-cungap.Isteri Imam baru keluar dari dalam pun sama terbatuk-batuk macam orang lelah.Nak tak nak,tinggal aku jelah nak kena kejar Fatehah.

“Allahuakhbar!!!” Aku bertempek. Kuat.Keluar suara jantan.
Langkah Fatehah maati.Dia berpaling. Dia renung aku. “Jangan kau mimpi nak keluar dari kampung ni. Kalau kau keluar jugak. Maati budak pempuan ni.” Suara yang keluar dari mulut Fatehah, sebijik macam suara atuk aku. Aku makin rasa pelik.

“Aku nak kau!” Fatehah tiba-tiba duduk dilantai. Duduk bersila macam orang bertafakur. Dia pejam mata. Tangan dia letak kat dua-dua lutut dia. Imam Azan. Isteri Imam dah terduduk kat lantai. Menangis.Lepas Imam Azan. Fatehah terjelepuk pengsan.

Aku pulak tiba-tiba rasa pening. Rumah imam tu berpusing-pusing. Perut aku pulak rasa macam ada orang cakar. Dan masa tu kat telinga aku, aku dengar suara nenek aku menangis. “Jangan balik Ijam…jangan balik. Mari ambik nenek kat rumah ni.”

Isteri imam dan Imam dah papah Fatehah masuk ke dalam bilik. Kesian Fatehah. Aku rasa Imam macam sembunyikan sesuatu. Aku tengok skrin fon, Anip call aku.“Woi, kau kat mana? Mami dedi kau cari kau ni. Dorang call dah dekat 400 kali aku rasa. Better kau baliklah. Kau ni pun…”

“Ye, ye…Esok lepas subuh aku terus balik. Kau off je telefon kau tu.”Dalam 30 minit aku tertidur, aku terkejut ada orang beri salam.

“Assalamualaikum…” Kedengaran suara seorang lelaki dari arah pintu depan. “Waalaikumusalam…” Aku gerak ke depan. Nampak ada sorang remaja lelaki baya aku tengah bukak kasut. Dia pakai baju uniform KFC.

“Pakda suruh saya mai sini. Saya Anas.” Dia hulur tangan, bersalam dengan aku.

“O…Anak buah pakda erk? Aku Ijam.”

“Saya nak mandi sat.” Budak Anas tu blah hilang.

“Ijam…Kenapa tak balik rumah nenek ngan atuk hang?” Terkejut Tuhan je yang tau. Tiba-tiba Mak Cik da tercegat kat tepi aku. Perghhh… Aku urut-urut dada. Jantung dah laju 140 kilometer sejam. Pelik betul. Tiba-tiba muncul. Dah tu tanya pulak soalan yang tak masuk dek akal. Tapi disebabkan rasa hormat. Aku layankan jelah.

“Kenapa? terkejut?” Mak Cik Da still berdiri tegak. Senyum sinis je. Senyum macam perli. Eh, yang paling pelik kan, kenapa Mak Cik Da ni siap berlipstik bagai? siang tadi aku tengok isteri Imam ni muka dia tak ada pun secalit mekap.

“Mak Cik, nak ke mana malam-malam ni?”Solaku. “Nak sembang dengan hang la…” Aku dah mula tak senang.Aku bangun.Duduk di kerusi satu lagi.Mak Cik Da senyum. Dia tarik-tarik selendang dia tutup sikit rambut yang terburai keluar.

“Minumlah kopi tu…” Tangan dia tunding ke arah cawan kopi yang entah bila masa boleh ada kat atas meja kat sebelah aku. Aku bagi alasan “Saya nak ke dalam dulu mak cik.Saya nak prepare untuk insyak.” Mak Cik Da diam je. Angguk tak, cakap pun tak.

“Arrghhhhh…Arrghhhh… Bawak dia balik… Bawak dia balik…” Tiba-tiba masa aku on the way ke bilik tu, aku dengar suara Fatehah menjerit kuat.Terloncat aku.Terkejut. Aku berlari ke arah bilik Fatehah. Anas pun kelam kabut keluar dari bilik dia dan berlari ke arah bilik Fatehah jugak.

“Assalamualaikum, saya nak masuk ni” Aku kuatkan suara kat luar pintu bilik. “Waalaikumusalam. Masuk cepat Ijam. Tolong mak cik. Cepat Ijam…” Mak Cik Da tengah pegang Fatehah. Aik? bertudung labuh pulak Mak Cik Da ni? mekap semua ke mana?
“Awat dia ni Mak Cik? takut la…” Anas terus kecut perut.

Pucat gila muka dia. “Hang tau dak baca-baca?” Anas pusing ke arah aku. Menggelupur Fatehah kat atas katil sampai tergolek jatuh ke bawah. Kesan betul aku tengok dia.Cepat-cepatlah aku berlari ke dapur, Aku ambik segenggam garam, aku baca Alfatihah, Ayaq Kursi, lepas tu aku baca pulak Ayat 69 Surah Thaha. Aku hembus kat garam tu, aku baling ke arah Fatehah.

“Grrrrrrrrr…” Fatehah menahan marah. “Aku sakittttt…” Fatehah menjerit dengan suara garau. “Assalamualaikum…” Aku try bagi salam.

“Aku kafir. Aku tak jawab salam. Aku cuma nak kau je. Jom ikut aku balik.” Fatehah bangun berdiri. Terjun pula ke lantai.

“Woiii natang pa ni woii. Seram…Aku keluaq dululah…” Anas dah menggigil. Kesian aku tengok dia. Dia keluar dan jenguk-jenguk je kat pintu. Mak Cik Da menangis di tepi dinding.

“Kau takut? hah? kau orang takut dengan aku?” Fatehah berdekah ketawa. Bergema suara dia dalam bilik tu.

“Aku tak takut kat Jin macam kau. Dah, keluar! jangan kacau Fatehah.” Aku baca Ayat Kursi. 7 kali beb. 7 kali pun dia tak layan. Aku istiqomah. Aku baca lagi. Niat dalam hati, kalau ifrit pun boleh terb4k4r, Jin dalam badan Fatehah mesti akan terbaakar jugak.

Aku baca lagi. Aku bersila depan Fatehah. Aku beranikan diri walaupun aku rasa sedikit goyang. Aku tetap baca ayat kursi 21 kali. Berpeluh ketiak jugaklah. Last-last Fatehah tumbang. Sempat aku sambut dia, angkat dia baring kat katil. Aku azan ke empat-empat pejuru bilik. Aku nampak atuk aku berdiri di satu sudut bilik. Muka dia hitam.

Mata dia merah. Lidah dia terjelir panjang. Aku teeuskan Azan sampai aku nampak kelibat atuk jadi macam asap hitam berkepul keluar ikut tingkap yang terbuka sikit. Aku teruskan Azan. Moga-moga benda tu tak boleh tembus masuk dalam bilik Fatehah.
Lepas Azan yang terakhir. Mata aku berbinau macam dah tak ada nyawa. Serius aku rasa blur sangat-sangat.

Tiba-tiba “Ijam…Ijam…” Imam tepuk-tepuk pipi aku. Dia bacakan something dan tiup kat ubun-ubun aku. “Pakda…” Baru aku ada sikit kekuatan untuk bersuara. Aku bangun dari pembaringan. Masa tu Anas bantu aku bangun.

“Hang hebat bro…buleh lawan ngan jin tu…” Aku tergelak walaupun masa tu tak berapa nak sihat sangat. Imam pun bantai gelak.

“Saya kena balik ni, pakda. Macam mana pun lepas Subuh kang saya kena jugak balik.”

“Minum ayaq ruqyah tu dulu, Ijam. Lepas tu p solat Insyak. Hang rehat, dan kalau rasa okay, hang baliklah…” imam macam berat nak bagi aku balik. Lepas solat Insyak. Aku solat hajat. Minta Allah sihatkan aku. Minta Allah sembuhkan Fatehah. aku baring kat katil. Tidur. Tak mau pikir apa dah. Nak rehat je.
Dalam pukui 4 pagi macam tu, aku tersedar bila pintu bilik aku dikuak slow-slow dari luar.

“Ijam…Bangun minum kopi…” Suara Mak Cik Da sayup-sayup je. Ape bende kul 4 pagi minim kopi. Aku bangun. Ikut je kelibat Mak Cik Da tu. Walaupun aku dah tau benda tu bukan isteri imam.
Bila aku melilau kat ruang tamu, aku nampak Mak Cik Da tercegat berdiri kat tepi rak kitab imam. Berdiri tegak sambil pegang cawan kopi. Aku menapak dekat dengan benda tu, seriau beb. Aku nak jugak tau. Kenapa benda tu ganggu aku? ganggu Fatehah?

“Kenapa mak cik asyik ajak saya minum kopi je ni?” aku berdiri dalam satu meter jauh dari Mak Cik Da. Mak Cik Da diam. Aku jenguk muka dia. Ye, memang muka Mak Cik Da. Tapi versi mekap. Merah menyala bibir dia. Mata dia bercelak sakan.

“Janganlah kacau keluarga imam ni lagi. Kalau kau nak kacau aku. Tu urusan aku dengan kau je. Kau jangan kacau Fatehah. Cukuplah.” Menggigil jugak aku masa tu. Tapi kena jugak beranikan diri. Sebab aku rasa Fatehah sakit sebab aku. Akulah punca semuanya.

Mak Cik Da tetap diam. Cuma sesekali dia merengus macam kerbau naik minyak. “Aku nak balik. Nak balik sekarang jugak. Kau baliklah ke tempat asal kau.” Aku baca ayat-ayat yang aku tau. Aku hembus. Prang…

Kat dapur aku dengar macam ada pingan pecah. Aku pusing. Dan bila aku pusing balik kat tempat Mak Cik Da berdiri, aku tengok cawan kopi dah berderai kat lantai. Kopi yang tumpah tu busuk gila. Busuk macam air longkang. Dan Mak Cik Da dah tak ada.

“Allahuakhbar…!!!” Aku takbir kuat-kuat sambil berlari ke bilik aku. Aku kemas barang. Lepas tu pergi sumbat barang dalam kereta. Aku masuk balik nak kejut Imam, tapi Imam dah menonong keluar sambil gosok mata.

“Ijam…Ijam…awat ni?” Kelam kabut orang tua tu.

“Saya nak balik, Pakda. Saya kena balik sekarang. Pakda jangan risau. Saya dah sihat ni. Saya kena tinggalkan kampung ni Pakda. Pakda jaga diri ye…Jaga mak cik, jaga Fatehah…” Imam hanya terdiam dan mengangguk. Dia genggam tangan aku.

“Balik elok-elok. Sat lagi kalau dah sampai call Pakda. Hang bawak kereta elok-elok. Kalau ada apa-apa, hang baca ayat-ayat ruqyah hat hang ingat. InsyaAllah Allah akan selalu ada dengan orang yang baik macam hang.” Imam tepuk-tepuk bahu aku.

“Assalamualaikum, Pakda…” Aku bergegas. Masuk dalam kereta dan terus jalan. Tak ada dah nak panas-panas enjin. Lantaklah.
Aku pun bawak laji.Sampi tol Alor Setar, aku dah rasa lega gila. Badan yang sakit-sakit pun rasa okay sikit. Ringan.
Ok, lepas je aku selamat sampai kat rumah Anip, Aku clearlah kereta Anip, bersih apa yang patut.

Yang aku peliknya, time aku keluarkan pelapik kaki kat tempat sebelah pemandu, pasir banyak gila. Aku dah ketuk-ketuk pelapik kaki tu pun, still ada pasir. Pasir halus macam kat depan rumah imam. Aku diamkan jelah. Kang kalau aku jujur dengan Anib ni, dia terkencing pulak dalam seluar. Aku ambik barang dan buat bodoh jelah.

“Nip, gua gerak lu…” Aku angkat tangan kat dia.

“Pergilah balik. Mami kau separuh gila cari kau dowh…” Anib mencekak pinggang sambil isap rokok.

“Ye…gua balik ni…” Aku galas bag dan start motor scrambler aku. Pecut balik rumah. Cerita ni belum habis disini.

Sambungan Part 2 :

Masa aku tengah bawak motor slow-slow nak balik rumah tu, aku terperasan ada sorang orang tua ni, berjalan tepi jalan sambil heret something. Orang tua tu tinggi. Tinggi dia lain macam. Aku agak dalam 190cm adalah. Sebab aku tengok dia dari jauh pun aku nampak dia macam tiang.

Badan kurus. Pakai jubah hitam paras buku lali. Compang camping hujung jubah dia tu. Kepala botak. Ada janggut panjangggg sampai paras pusat. Pelik. Aku slowkan motor aku. Masa aku berselisih dengan orang tua tu, aku usha habis-habis.

Bapak ah…Kau orang tau apa benda yang dia heret tu? orang tua heret harimau putih beb! Aku ingat dia pegang tali heret anjing ke, kucing siam ke. Sekali harimau. Orang tua tu pusing. Tenunggg je muka aku. Lepas tu dia senyum sinis. Apa lagi? aku pulas minyak tak ingat dunia.

Pecut balik rumah. Apa bendalah agaknya yang jadi kat aku ni? sebelum aku balik ke kampung tak ada pulak aku nampak benda pelik-pelik macam tu. Lepas dah jauh sikit, aku tengok kat side mirror, orang tua tu dah tak ada. Sekali dengan harimau dia ghaib. Gila, bersiar-siar tepi jalan bawak rimau. Ke aku yang gila? Park je motor kat depan rumah, mami aku berdesup datang.

“Ijam…Ijam pergi mana? Ijam pergi mana? dengan beg semua ni? Ijammmm!!!” Mami tarik-tarik beg aku. Sampai tersenget-senget badan aku. Tak sempat lagi kut nak turun dari motor. Dahla gigil jumpa harimau belum habis.

“Tak pergi mana, mi. Pergi lepak rumah Anip je. Ni kan Ijam dah balik. Dah, dah tak payah risau. Sini sini…” Aku turun dari motor, dakap mami yang dah mula menangis. Aku usap-usap bahu Mami.

“Kenapa panas sangat badan kamu ni? kamu demam ke, Ijam?” Cepat-cepat Mami rasa dahi aku. “Sejuk je…” mami buat muka pelik.

“Kenapa, mi? orang takde apa-apalah. Badan panas sebab… Ha…tadi baru lepas makan megi panas ngan Anip. Tu megi dalam perut belum sejuk lagi tu.” Aku gelak kuat. Saja nak tutup situasi pelik tu. Aku tak mahu mami syak apa-apa. Tapi instinct(betul tak ejaan ni) ibu-ibu kan kuat perkasa. Aku rasa mami dah boleh syak aku balik kampung.

“Dedi kamu pun risau tau…” Mami lap air mata.

“Dedi marah ke?” Risau jugak aku. Dedi aku dahla garang.

“Dia tak marah, sebab mami cover, cakap kamu teman Anip pergi interview kat Johor.” Ni satu lagi sikap ibu-ibu yang paling win. Suka selamatkan anak dia yang dalam bahaya.

“Tq mami. Muah” aku cium pipi mami dan terus masuk rumah.

Mami dah boleh pergi masak dengan senang hati siap boleh menyanyi lagu new boyz. Masa tu New Boys la…Takkan Aiman Tino pulak. Aku masuk bilik, terus cari nombor fon imam. Nasib sempat ambik. Nombor Fatehah je tak sempat nak risik-risik.

“Assalamualaikum Pakda…” Aku bisik-bisik je cakap.

“Waalaikumusalam…Ijam ka ni? hang sampai dah Ijam?” suara imam kedengaran risau.

“Alhamdulillah, Pakda. Dah selamat sampai. dah kat rumah saya ni. Syukur saya dah rasa sihat sangat-sangat.” Nak je aku tanya pasal Fatehah, tapi aku tahan-tahan dulu. Kang imam cakap aku gelojoh pulak. Takkanlah dia nak bermenantukan lelaki gelojoh kan?

“Alhamdulillah…Lega Pakda dengaq. Pakda tengah tengok-tengokkan Fatehah ni. Tadi lepas subuh dia macam dah okay sikit. Ijam tolong doakan dia na…” sayu aku dengar suara Imam.
“Fatehah okay ke tak tu? dia dah sedar ke masih meracau lagi?

Saya rasa bersalah Pakda…Sebab saya pergi menumpang kat situ, Fatehah yang sakit teruk. Pakda…Saya minta maaf. Cakap kat Fatehah, saya minta maaf ye. Saya akan selalu doakan Pakda sekeluarga. InsyaAllah.” Peeghhh…Macam nak menitik air mata jantan aku bila dengar Pakda minta tolong doakan Fatehah. Sedih wei.

“Ijam…Sakit, mati, jodoh dan apa-apa saja kat dunia ni, semuanya ketentuan Allah. Dialah yang bagi kita sakit dan kesembuhan, tak ada daya upaya kita tanpa izin Dia. Kita serah saja pada Allah. Kamu betui-betui ka dah sihat?” Imam ni lebih risaukan aku dari anak dia sendiri. Allah…Baik sungguh bakal mertua aku ni.

“Saya okay, pakda. Okay banyak dah ni. InsyaAllah. Lepas saya mandi, solat jap g. Okaylah ni…” Aku gelak kecil. Nak buktikan yang aku dah sihat. Padahal, aku still rasa sakit-sakit badan. Still rasa perut aku memulas macam kena cakar. Macam kena simpul-simpul usus.

“Ijam…hang p lah berehat. Pakda nak p masjid ni. Nak masuk lahoq dah ni. Kat sana masuk dah ka lahoq?”

“Dah, dah. Baru habis azan. Baiklah, Pakda. Assalamualaikum…Kalau ada apa-apa Pakda call saya tau…” Entah kenapa aku rasa tak sedap sangat. Dalam dada aku ni dup dap dup dap. Aku letak fon dengan keadaan tak rela. Kalau boleh, masa tu nak je aku minta cakap dengan Fatehah. Tapi…Segan pulak. Huhuhu.
Tut…

Talian m4ti. Fon aku lempar atas katil. “Ijammmm…Makan…” Suara mami kuat bertempek dari dapur. Aku yang baru nak masuk bilik mandi, keluar dulu ke dapur. “Mami, orang mandi dulu. Solat dulu, jap g orang makan…” Aik? mana mami ni? Aku tinjau kiri kanan depan belakang. Mana mami aku ni? tadi bukan main menjerit kalah tarzan.

Aku melilau. Tengok sup daging masih atas dapur. Tengah mendidih. Api perlahan. Aku menapak ke arah bilik mami. Bukak pintu bilik. Aku tengok mami tengah solat. Terpinga-pinga jugak aku. Siapa yang jerit panggil aku makan? Aku malas ambik pusing.

Aku pergi dapur, matikan api dapur gas. Lepas tu terus pergi mandi. Masa aku mandi tu, sayup-sayup aku dengar macam bunyi rimau mengaum. Sampai banyak kali jugak aku tutup shower. Sebab nak dengar bunyi tu. Bila aku tutup shower, tak ada pulak bunyi rimau tu.

Sambil mandi tu pun aku rasa macam ada orang tengokkkk je aku mandi. Hishh…Melilau aku pusing kiri kanan. Last aku tertengok tingkap kecik kat belah atas dinding bilik mandi.

“Allah!!!” dekat-dekat nak jatuh dah aku sebab lantai licin. Aku nampak sepasang mata tengah usha aku. Aku tak kenal mata tu. Tapi aku hairan, tingkap tu tinggi kut. Macam mana manusia biasa boleh mengintai kat situ? takkan ada gay sesat area rumah aku ni? Takkan gigih pakai tangga semata nak ngintai teruna suci macam aku ni mandi?

Bila pikir-pikir balik. Aku teringat orang tua yang tinggi macam tiang tu. Apa lagi, aku mandi cepat-cepat, terus blah. Dahla aku dengar bunyi rimau. Fuh… Lepas mandi, solat aku gerak ke dapur nak makan. Masa tu jugak aku tengok dedi aku berlari masuk laju-laju.

Macam orang bodoh aku. Terpinga-pinga. Dalam blur-blur tu, aku ikut dedi berlari ke dapur. Tung tang tung tang bunyi. Sampai je kat dapur, aku tengok dedi tengah pegang mami. Mami tengah mengamuk. Habis pinggan mangkuk sudu pisau dia baling ke lantai.

“Allah…Kenapa ni dedi?” aku dah gelabah. Mami mengamuk sebijik macam Fatehah. Ganas dowh.

“Dedi balik tadi, nak makan. Jenguk kat tingkap dapur, suruh mami bukak pintu dapur…sekali nampak dia baling-baling barang.” Dedi terangkan keadaan sambil termengah-mengah kilas tangan mami.

“Azan, Ijam…Azan…” Dedi menjerit. Suruh aku azan.

“Cekak dahi dia lepas tu baca surah Al-Fil. Lepas tu hembus ubun-ubun dia.” Tiba-tiba aku nampak orang tua bawak harimau tu berdiri sebelah aku dan berbisik. Arahkan aku buat macam tu.

Aku mara ke depan. Aku cekak dahi mami. Aku baca surah Al-Fil. Aku hembus ubun-ubun mami. Alhamdulillah…Mami sedar balik slow-slow. Tapi macam blur je. Aku terduduk kat lantai. Tekup kepala. Serius, kalau benda tu ikut aku sampai sini, ini bala namanya. Dedi papah mami masuk bilik. Dedi tenunggg je aku dalam-dalam. Dua minit lepas tu, dedi aku keluar bilik dan tarik leher baju aku

“Kau cakap, baik kau cakap. Kau pergi mana? cakap aku kau pergi mana?”

Aku bangun. Puas jugak aku lucutkan pegangan dedi aku kat kolar baju. Kemas kut. Polis weiii polis. Dan aku rasa aku macam penjenayah je sekarang ni.

“Orang tak pergi manalah, di.” Aku menipu. Muka dah cuak habis dah. Dah la aku nampak orang tua tu tengah ushaaaa aku dari satu sudut. Aku rasa macam tak waras dah. Dahla tadi aku pergi dengar cakap si tua tu. Hantu ke iblis ke apa benda ni? ke betul-betul aku dah gila?

“Kau pergi mana Ijam? benda apa yang kau bawak balik? cakap!!!” Dedi aku dah hala penumbuk ke muka aku. Tak pernah kut aku tengok dedi aku bengang sampai tahap ni. Menggigil jugak aku. Aku rasa dia dah dapat agak yang aku curi-curi balik kampung.

“Tak pergi manalah, d…” Aku jawab perlahan. Malas dah nak jerit-jerit. Aku rasa macam aku kat dunia lain dah.
“Kuang hajar kau ni erk?” Tinggi dedi aku angkat tangan…
Pang!!!

Aku pejam mata. Tapi pipi aku tak ada pun rasa sakit. Sekali…bila aku celik, aku tengok dedi aku dah terperosok bawah meja makan. Dan orang tua yang tinggi tu berdiri betul-betul depan aku. Tangan dia terhala ke depan. Dia yang pukul dedi aku?
Aku tergamam. Aku dah tak boleh handle dah. Serius aku rasa macam aku mimpi.

“Dedi…” “Ya Allah…Kamu pukul dedi kamu, Ijam?” Mami yang masih terhuyung hayang tu datang.

Pang!
Ha…kali ni memang betul aku yang kena. “Keluar sekarang!” Mami aku menjerit sambil dia bantu dedi aku bangun. Aku rasa saat tu, saat paling celaka dalam hidup aku. Tak pernah aku, dedi dan mami jadi macam ni. Sumpah! selama ni happy-happy, gelak-gelak sama-sama. Dedi ngan mami ni manusia paling paham aku. Manusia paling sporting. Hari ni semua nak emosi, aku pun tak paham.

Aku pun bodoh jugak. Ikutkan ego aku. Anak manja. Tak pernah kena lempang. Aku teruslah ambik baju apa yang patut, blah pergi rumah Anip balik.Fikiran aku celaru gila masa tu. “Anip, aku on the way pergi rumah kau ni.” Atas motor aku call Anip.

“Weeiii, setan, aku kat klinik ni. Aku excident dowh. Kereta aku habis remuk. Kau bawak balik khurafat apa dalam kereta aku dowh?” Terjegil mata aku. “Serius r Nip? kau kat klinik mana?” Lepas Anip bagitau lokasi klinik, aku pecut ke sana.
Nasib baik Anip luka sikit je kat dahi sebab terhentuk kat stereng. Muka pun luka sikit kena cermin depan yang pecah.

“Apahal kau ni? naik kereta laju ke apa?” Aku papah Anip ke motor. Kereta dia dah kat bengkel. Tadi dia ke klinik pun ada orang yang hantar. Nampak gayanya aku kena merempit dengan dialah balik ke rumah.

“Aku naik slow je dowh. Siang-siang buta ada hantu. Kau tau tak? dalam kereta aku tu bau macam celaka. Busuk kalah kentut kau lepas makan telur. Lepas tu, pasir. Pasir merata-rata dalam kereta. Kat cermin depan ada bekas tapak kaki kau tau? tapak kaki saiz 8 yang berselut.

Penuh. Apa jadah panjat kereta aku weeiii? kat cermin depan kesan tapak kaki tu.” Anip picit-picit rahang dia. Mungkin cramp sebab banyak cakap. Gulp! aku telan air liur. Tiba-tiba aku rasa macam bulu roma aku naik. Seram kut.

“Ke kau ambik barang ni? kau high ke apa?”

“Jadahnya barang. Aku tak mainlah benda tu semua. Aku sedar..Aku waras. Tengah-tengah drive nak g Mcd je pun. Aku usha cermin belakang. Ada pempuan beb! rambut dia panjang ke depan. Apa lagi…menonong aku langgar tembok. Terkejut dowh. Bukan takut.”

Aku terdiam. Tiba-tiba aku terfikir pasal pasir yang aku jumpa dalam kereta Anip. Aku diamkan je. Aku pendam.

“Naiklah..Aku nak tumpang rumah kau dua tiga hari. Takpe ke?”

“Kau ni dah kenapa dowh? baru balik tadi je, dah nak tumpang rumah aku pulak. Aku no hal…Jom jom…ada jugak member lepak main game.” Anip punyalah suka kalau aku lepak rumah dia. Mana tak suka, aku jadi orang gaji. Malam tu, Anip tidur awal. Aku pulak tak boleh tidur.

Melilau mata aku ke segenap penjuru ruang tamu rumah Anip. Rumah Anip ni dahla bapak besar. Orang kaya Anip ni. Mak bapak dia bukan selalu ada kat rumah pun. Malam tu, Anip macam ngigau-ngigau je. Aku syak dia terkejut pasal excident lagi tu, lepas tu terbawak-bawak dalam tidur.

Tapi bila dia mengigau tahap bangun berjalan satu rumah. Sampai kena simbah ngan air ruqyah baru dia sedar, aku dah rasa pelik. Dahla asyik dengar bunyi harimau mengaum kat luar rumah.

“Bro, kau okay ke tak?” Selesai simbah air ke muka Anip, aku lepak kat sofa. Dia pun lepak kat sofa sambil istiqfar panjang. “Weei, aku rasa something r. Aku still terbayang-bayang muka perempuan yang tumpang kereta aku tu. Aku mimpi tadi ngeri dowh.

Sambungan Part 3 :

Aku mimpi perempuan tu cari kau. Dia nak kau. Kalau tak dapat kau, habis dia nak bunuh semua orang yang kau kenal. Khurafat apa tu weeiii?”

“Kau ni khurafat, khurafat. Takde mendalah…Kau tu je penakut…” Aku saja nak legakan perasaan Anip. Padahal aku pun goyang jugak. Jadinya malam tu, sama-samalah berjaga. Walaupun aku dah solat dan khatam Surah Al-baqarah. Aku still kena teman Anip sebab dia takut nak tidur.

Dalam masa yang sama, aku teringat kat mami ngan dedi. Entah macam mana keadaan dorang. Jahat gila aku tinggalkan dorang macam tu.

“Aku kena berubat dowh…” Tiba-tiba Anip menjerit.

“Kenapa?”

“Aku dah suruh kawan aku Ostat Jamal ni tengok-tengokkan aku kat dalam Watsap. Dia kata aku kena sihir dowh…Kau kena teman aku jumpa dia malam esok.”

“Jadahnya scan kat watsap. Itu betul khurafat. Gila…Nipu je tu…Kau baik pergi solat. Baca Quran…Tu ubat paling mujarab.”

Nak tak nak, aku terpaksa teman Anip pergi jumpa Ostat Jamal tu. Puas aku nasihat, tapi tak jalan jugak. Kan aku dah kata, Anip ni kepala batu. Atau lebih sikit dari batu, konkrit nama dia. Dah cakap, jangan pergi jumpa Ostat yang acah-acah scan orang dalam telefon, dia tak dengar.

Takpe aku layankan jelah. Malam tu lepas isyak, kami gerak pergi rumah Ostat Jamal. Tak jauh sangat. Dalam 30 minit perjalanan. Naik scrambler aku. Dah kereta Anip hancur berkecai dah. Malam tu hujan renyai-renyai. Tapi aku redah jugak. Kawan punya pasal kan?

Sampai je kat rumah Ostat Jamal, aku nampak sekali lagi orang tua kepala botak tu. Dia duk mengintai celah-celah hutan kecil belah kiri rumah Ostat Jamal. Aku buat bodoh je. Buat-buat tak nampak. Kang, kalau aku kecoh, Anip pulak yang menggelabah. Dahla trauma dia dengan hantu perempuan tu pun belum elok lagi.

“Assalamualaikum…” Anip macam tak sabar je nak naik. Aku kerling kiri kanan rumah. Boleh tahan dia punya aura. Aku dapat rasa aura yang kurang baik. Panas cuping telinga aku. Aku jadi gelisah.

“Weh? kau sure ke nak masuk? baca ayat pendinding dulu. Aku tak sedap hatilah.” Aku tarik lengan Anip. Tambah pulak, aku nampak ada dua buah kereta kat luar rumah. Macam ramai orang pulak kat dalam. Aku tak sedap hati betul. Dup dap dup dap dalam dada.

“Nak baca ayat apa?” Anip garu-garu kepala.

“Baca 3 kul, 3 kali, buat macam ni…” aku demo. Baca 3 kul serba tiga kali. Niat dalam hati supaya jadi pendinding diri. Tiup kat kedua tapak tangan, sapu dari kepala sampai kaki. Settle. Anip pun ikut sekali buat.

“Assalamualaikum…” Aku pulak yang bagi salam. Aku berdiri di kiri pintu. Mana boleh pergi rumah orang terus berdiri depan pintu. Buatnya bini Ostat tu, anak dara ke tengah seksi-seksi, tak ke wayang free.

“Waalaikumusalam…”Pintu dikuak dari dalam. Tersembul muka seorang lelaki berusia lingkungan 40 an. Dia tersengih penuh makna. Aku hulur tangan, bersalam. Anip pun bersalam jugak dengan Ostat Jamal.

“Masuklah…Masuk. Jangan buang masa.” Ostat Jamal berjalan dalu mendahului kami. Kami ikut je dia ke ruang tamu. Kat situ, ada banyak helai kain warna kuning. Tergantung macam langsir. Ada jugak 5 orang lelaki tengah duduk-duduk bersembang. Masuk je ke ruang tu, kami bersalam dengan 5 lagi lelaki tu. Semua muka nampak tawaduq je. Naik segan aku ngan Anip. Al maklumlah…kita orang nakal-nakal.

“Duduk, duduk. Jangan malu. Ni semua kawan-kawan saya. Pembantu saya.” Ostat Jamal ambil tempat kat depan sekali. Dia duduk dan aku perasan dia asyik curi-curi tengok aku. Aku buat donno jelah. Anip ni aku nampak dia pucat sikit. Macam takut-takut.

“Ostat…Kawan saya ni datang nak berubat. Dia rasa trauma sebab ternampak perempuan rambut panjang dalam kereta dia. Jadi, dia datang nak minta tolong Ostat untuk iktiarkan, tolong doakan dia supaya dia okay sikit. Maaf Ostat, saya ni tak pandai sangat nak cakap bab-bab ni…Saya…”

“Tak pe…Tak pe. Saya tau semua dah. Semalam dah scan.” uih, muka Ostat tu kompiden ya amat. Aku rasa kurang sedap dan mulalah aku menggatal tekak nak bertanya.

“Ostat, macam mana Ostat scan pakai telefon je? Ostat baca ayat apa?” Bengong aku. Jujur je tanya. Muka Ostat tu terus lain. Dia usha kawan-kawan dia yang duduk kat kiri kanan dia.
Aku pun diam jelah. Sebab aku dah start nampak benda yang Anip tak nampak.

Kiri kanan Ostat Jamal tu, aku nampak ada dua ekor makhluk yang badan dia macam lelaki dewasa, tapi pendek je. Badan kurus kering sampai nampak tulang. Kulit pulak macam kena kusta. Pakai cawat je yang diperbuat dari guni yang warna macam coklat-coklat tu. Rambut jarang-jarang, gigi tajam-tajam. Mulut, muka, kaki tangan semua comot.

Kejap-kejap berdiri, kejap-kejap mencangkung. Aku diam-diam je. Buat-buat tak nampak sambil aku baca je Ayat Kursi diam-diam. Baca 3 kali, aku hembus kat makhluk-makhluk tu. Tak senang duduk dorang. Terlompat-lompat. Anip nampak lemah. Dia diam je. Aku nampak ada satu makhluk tengah duduk kat bahu dia.

Patut Anip macam membongkok je. Aku dah resah dah. Aku tau, aku dengan Anip salah datang tempat berubat. Tapi tak apa, aku chill lagi. Buat rileks macam tak ada apa.

“Saya start scan ye…” Ostat Jamal angkat tangan dia dua-dua belah. Lepas tu dia buat bulatan besar. Beberapa kali sambil pejam mata. Sambil-sambil tu, dia merengus kuat.

“Huh…Huh…” Macam hembus angin ikut hidung dia. Lepas tu, dia buka mata. Dia tenunggg je muka aku.

“Kau datang dengan sapa?” Ostat Jamal jerkah aku. Anip terlompat sebab terkejut. Sah sah lah aku bawak Anip. Lagi mau tanya.

“Saya datang dengan Anip nilah. Kenapa Ostat.” Ostat Jamal tak senang duduk. Dia bagi syarat kat pembantu-pembantu dia.

“Pegang dia. Budak ni bawak pendamping ni. Pegang dia!” Jerkah Ostat Jamal lagi. Anip bangun mengejut.

“Ostat, yang sakit tu saya. Kenapa nak libatkan kawan saya pulak?” Anip ni memang jenis baran. Dia ni nampak je slow beb. Sekali kalau dia hilang sabar. Boleh bertukar jadi Captian America.

“Kamu ke tepi dulu. Biar saya rawat kawan awak dulu, Nip. Dia ni ada benda ni.” Ostat bangun jugak. Pembantu dia yang 5 orang tu pun bangun jugak. Dah tu, takkan aku nak duduk je? aku pun bangun. Aku rileks lagi.

“Ostat, ubatkan Anip jelah. Saya Alhamdulillah, okay je ni. Sihat je.” Aku tepuk-tepuk otot lengan aku.

“Pegang, pegang…” Ostat jerkah lagi kuat. Masa ni aku nampak orang tua tinggi tu, dah duduk bersila kat tepi aku. Bayangkan lah, dia duduk bersila pun tinggi dia boleh sama dengan aku yang berdiri ni.

“Jangan gentar wahai orang muda yang budiman. Tiada kuasa yang lebih berkuasa dari Allah.” Ini kali kedua aku dengar suara dia. Suara dia garau dan kuat. Tapi aku yakin, aku je yang dengar sebab aku nampak orang lain buat donno je.

5 orang pembantu Ostat tu pegang tangan aku. Gila. Aku rasa macam pelarian Bangla time kena serbu. Masa ni aku dengar bunyi rimau. Dengar jelas gila. Aku nampak rimau tu melompat masuk ikut tingkap. Lepas tu harimau tu terus lompat ke arah aku. Masa ni, aku sedar je. Tapi aku rasa badan aku dikawal oleh benda lain.

Ostat Jamal pejam mata, entah apa dia baca. Lima orang pembantu dia still pegang tangan aku. Aku rimas. Tiba-tiba rasa panassss je. Aku pandang Anip, Anip bagi syarat suruh cau dari situ. Tapi aku blur. Yang aku tau. Aku rasa marah sangat-sangat. Aku start melawan.

“Pegang dia kuat-kuat. Budak ni bahaya ni.” Ostat Jamal baca lagi. Tangan dia hala ke depan. Ke arah aku. Masa ni marah aku dah tak dapat nak kawal, aku tepis kelima-lima orang pembantu Ostat Jamal, dan kelima-lima orang lelaki sado tu terpelanting.

Entah macam mana pulak, aku boleh merangkak macam harimau. Terkam Ostat Jamal sampai dia terlentang ke belakang. Masa ni aku rasa macam nak cakar-cakar je muka dia, tapi aku dengar orang tua kepala botak tu cakap sesuatu.

“Putih, cukuplah pertolongan yang kamu berikan. Marilah kita beredar supaya orang muda ini kembali waras.” Dia menepuk lantai tiga kali. Kuat gila. Aku berpaling. Dan aku nampak harimau putih tu melompat keluar dari badan aku dan terus lompat keluar melalui tingkap. Anip ternganga tengok aku. Kelima-lima pembantu Ostat tu masing-masing mengaduh sakit. Ostat Jamal mengigil.

Sambungan Part 4 :

“Dah, dah, jom blah.” Anip tarik aku yang baru nak bangun berdiri. Masa tu aku rasa badan aku lemah gila. Orang tua kepala botak tu angkat aku dengan sebelah tangan dia. Terus badan aku rasa macam melayang je.

“Pergilah pulang orang muda. Jangan ke mari di tempat kotor yang menduakan Allah.” Suara dia macam biasa, kuat gila. Aku hanya mampu angguk dan terus berlari keluar. Kali ni Anip yang bawak motor. Sebab aku dah jadi macam orang bodoh je.

“Sorry bro, aku tak tau dowh yang Ostat tu macam tu. Apa benda wei yang buat dorang terpelanting sampai macam tu? Kau ada kuasa Herry Potter ke apa?” Anip nampaknya tak sabar. Atas motor tu dia bantai tanya kuat-kuat. Dahlah dia bawah motor laju gila. Angin kuat.

“Aku tak tau…” Aku hanya mampu jeritkan itu je. Kalau nak cerita benda betul, panjang jugak. Anip angguk-angguk dan terus bawak motor sampai ke rumah. Sampai-sampai je, kami terus terbaring kat sofa. Keletihan ya amat.

“Sorry weh, aku sumpah, aku tak nak percaya orang berubat yang pelik-pelik ni. Lepas ni aku ikut cakap kau, aku solat, mengaji. Seram wei, aku tengok dorang macam karnibal yang makan orang tu je. Dorang pegang kau macam kau pulak setan.”
Aku diam.

Banyak benda yang aku tengah pikir. Nak bersembang dengan Anip pun aku rasa malas. “Kau pergi mandi, solat, baca Quran, lepas tu tidur. Aku nak tidur dah ni.”

“Okay, Okay.” Anip nampaknya dah kurang sikit degil dia. Dia bangun pergi mandi. Aku pulak still melepak kat sofa. Berbaring sambil tangan kat dahi. Tak tembus-tembus aku pikir pasal orang tua kepala botak tu.

Sekali bila aku asyik pikir pasal dia. Aku rasa macam orang tua ada je sekitar rumah Anip. Aku bangun dari pembaringan. Aku duduk sambil usha kiri kanan depan belakang. Masa tu jugak aku dengar bunyi harimau macam selalu.

“Assalamualaikum wahai orang muda yang baik hati. Izinkan aku masuk.” Perghhh, aku nampak bayang lelaki tinggi tu berdiri depan sliding door. Gila. Aku bangun cepat-cepat. Tak seram dah time ni, sebab aku nak sangat tau siapa orang tua ni sebenarnya. Aku bukak sliding door, aku keluar, mengadap orang tua tu. Bapak r tinggi. Aku paras siku dia je.

Nak tak nak, aku terpaksa teman Anip pergi jumpa Ostat Jamal tu. Puas aku nasihat, tapi tak jalan jugak. Kan aku dah kata, Anip ni kepala batu. Atau lebih sikit dari batu, konkrit nama dia. Dah cakap, jangan pergi jumpa Ostat yang acah-acah scan orang dalam telefon, dia tak dengar.

Takpe aku layankan jelah. Malam tu lepas isyak, kami gerak pergi rumah Ostat Jamal. Tak jauh sangat. Dalam 30 minit perjalanan. Naik scrambler aku. Dah kereta Anip hancur berkecai dah. Malam tu hujan renyai-renyai. Tapi aku redah jugak. Kawan punya pasal kan?

Sampai je kat rumah Ostat Jamal, aku nampak sekali lagi orang tua kepala botak tu. Dia duk mengintai celah-celah hutan kecil belah kiri rumah Ostat Jamal. Aku buat bodoh je. Buat-buat tak nampak. Kang, kalau aku kecoh, Anip pulak yang menggelabah. Dahla trauma dia dengan hantu perempuan tu pun belum elok lagi.

“Assalamualaikum…” Anip macam tak sabar je nak naik. Aku kerling kiri kanan rumah. Boleh tahan dia punya aura. Aku dapat rasa aura yang kurang baik. Panas cuping telinga aku. Aku jadi gelisah.

“Weh? kau sure ke nak masuk? baca ayat pendinding dulu. Aku tak sedap hatilah.” Aku tarik lengan Anip. Tambah pulak, aku nampak ada dua buah kereta kat luar rumah. Macam ramai orang pulak kat dalam. Aku tak sedap hati betul. Dup dap dup dap dalam dada.

“Nak baca ayat apa?” Anip garu-garu kepala.

“Baca 3 kul, 3 kali, buat macam ni…” aku demo. Baca 3 kul serba tiga kali. Niat dalam hati supaya jadi pendinding diri. Tiup kat kedua tapak tangan, sapu dari kepala sampai kaki. Settle. Anip pun ikut sekali buat.

“Assalamualaikum…” Aku pulak yang bagi salam. Aku berdiri di kiri pintu. Mana boleh pergi rumah orang terus berdiri depan pintu. Buatnya bini Ostat tu, anak dara ke tengah seksi-seksi, tak ke wayang free.

“Waalaikumusalam…”Pintu dikuak dari dalam. Tersembul muka seorang lelaki berusia lingkungan 40 an. Dia tersengih penuh makna. Aku hulur tangan, bersalam. Anip pun bersalam jugak dengan Ostat Jamal.

“Masuklah…Masuk. Jangan buang masa.” Ostat Jamal berjalan dalu mendahului kami. Kami ikut je dia ke ruang tamu. Kat situ, ada banyak helai kain warna kuning. Tergantung macam langsir. Ada jugak 5 orang lelaki tengah duduk-duduk bersembang. Masuk je ke ruang tu, kami bersalam dengan 5 lagi lelaki tu. Semua muka nampak tawaduq je. Naik segan aku ngan Anip. Al maklumlah…kita orang nakal-nakal.

“Duduk, duduk. Jangan malu. Ni semua kawan-kawan saya. Pembantu saya.” Ostat Jamal ambil tempat kat depan sekali. Dia duduk dan aku perasan dia asyik curi-curi tengok aku. Aku buat donno jelah. Anip ni aku nampak dia pucat sikit. Macam takut-takut.

“Ostat…Kawan saya ni datang nak berubat. Dia rasa trauma sebab ternampak perempuan rambut panjang dalam kereta dia. Jadi, dia datang nak minta tolong Ostat untuk iktiarkan, tolong doakan dia supaya dia okay sikit. Maaf Ostat, saya ni tak pandai sangat nak cakap bab-bab ni…Saya…”

“Tak pe…Tak pe. Saya tau semua dah. Semalam dah scan.” uih, muka Ostat tu kompiden ya amat. Aku rasa kurang sedap dan mulalah aku menggatal tekak nak bertanya.

“Ostat, macam mana Ostat scan pakai telefon je? Ostat baca ayat apa?” Bengong aku. Jujur je tanya. Muka Ostat tu terus lain. Dia usha kawan-kawan dia yang duduk kat kiri kanan dia.
Aku pun diam jelah.

Sebab aku dah start nampak benda yang Anip tak nampak. Kiri kanan Ostat Jamal tu, aku nampak ada dua ekor makhluk yang badan dia macam lelaki dewasa, tapi pendek je. Badan kurus kering sampai nampak tulang.

Kulit pulak macam kena kusta. Pakai cawat je yang diperbuat dari guni yang warna macam coklat-coklat tu. Rambut jarang-jarang, gigi tajam-tajam. Mulut, muka, kaki tangan semua comot. Kejap-kejap berdiri, kejap-kejap mencangkung.

Aku diam-diam je. Buat-buat tak nampak sambil aku baca je Ayat Kursi diam-diam. Baca 3 kali, aku hembus kat makhluk-makhluk tu. Tak senang duduk dorang. Terlompat-lompat. Anip nampak lemah. Dia diam je. Aku nampak ada satu makhluk tengah duduk kat bahu dia. Patut Anip macam membongkok je.

Aku dah resah dah. Aku tau, aku dengan Anip salah datang tempat berubat. Tapi tak apa, aku chill lagi. Buat rileks macam tak ada apa.

“Saya start scan ye…” Ostat Jamal angkat tangan dia dua-dua belah. Lepas tu dia buat bulatan besar. Beberapa kali sambil pejam mata. Sambil-sambil tu, dia merengus kuat.

“Huh…Huh…” Macam hembus angin ikut hidung dia. Lepas tu, dia buka mata. Dia tenunggg je muka aku. “Kau datang dengan sapa?” Ostat Jamal jerkah aku. Anip terlompat sebab terkejut. Sah sah lah aku bawak Anip. Lagi mau tanya.

“Saya datang dengan Anip nilah. Kenapa Ostat.” Ostat Jamal tak senang duduk. Dia bagi syarat kat pembantu-pembantu dia.
“Pegang dia. Budak ni bawak pendamping ni. Pegang dia!” Jerkah Ostat Jamal lagi. Anip bangun mengejut.

“Ostat, yang sakit tu saya. Kenapa nak libatkan kawan saya pulak?” Anip ni memang jenis baran. Dia ni nampak je slow beb. Sekali kalau dia hilang sabar. Boleh bertukar jadi Captian America.

“Kamu ke tepi dulu. Biar saya rawat kawan awak dulu, Nip. Dia ni ada benda ni.” Ostat bangun jugak. Pembantu dia yang 5 orang tu pun bangun jugak. Dah tu, takkan aku nak duduk je? aku pun bangun. Aku rileks lagi.

“Ostat, ubatkan Anip jelah. Saya Alhamdulillah, okay je ni. Sihat je.” Aku tepuk-tepuk otot lengan aku.

“Pegang, pegang…” Ostat jerkah lagi kuat. Masa ni aku nampak orang tua tinggi tu, dah duduk bersila kat tepi aku. Bayangkan lah, dia duduk bersila pun tinggi dia boleh sama dengan aku yang berdiri ni.

“Jangan gentar wahai orang muda yang budiman. Tiada kuasa yang lebih berkuasa dari Allah.” Ini kali kedua aku dengar suara dia. Suara dia garau dan kuat. Tapi aku yakin, aku je yang dengar sebab aku nampak orang lain buat donno je.

5 orang pembantu Ostat tu pegang tangan aku. Gila. Aku rasa macam pelarian Bangla time kena serbu. Masa ni aku dengar bunyi rimau. Dengar jelas gila. Aku nampak rimau tu melompat masuk ikut tingkap. Lepas tu harimau tu terus lompat ke arah aku. Masa ni, aku sedar je. Tapi aku rasa badan aku dikawal oleh benda lain.

Ostat Jamal pejam mata, entah apa dia baca. Lima orang pembantu dia still pegang tangan aku. Aku rimas. Tiba-tiba rasa panassss je. Aku pandang Anip, Anip bagi syarat suruh cau dari situ. Tapi aku blur. Yang aku tau. Aku rasa marah sangat-sangat. Aku start melawan.

“Pegang dia kuat-kuat. Budak ni bahaya ni.” Ostat Jamal baca lagi. Tangan dia hala ke depan. Ke arah aku. Masa ni marah aku dah tak dapat nak kawal, aku tepis kelima-lima orang pembantu Ostat Jamal, dan kelima-lima orang lelaki sado tu terpelanting.

Entah macam mana pulak, aku boleh merangkak macam harimau. Terkam Ostat Jamal sampai dia terlentang ke belakang. Masa ni aku rasa macam nak cakar-cakar je muka dia, tapi aku dengar orang tua kepala botak tu cakap sesuatu.

“Putih, cukuplah pertolongan yang kamu berikan. Marilah kita beredar supaya orang muda ini kembali waras.” Dia menepuk lantai tiga kali. Kuat gila. Aku berpaling. Dan aku nampak harimau putih tu melompat keluar dari badan aku dan terus lompat keluar melalui tingkap. Anip ternganga tengok aku. Kelima-lima pembantu Ostat tu masing-masing mengaduh sakit. Ostat Jamal mengigil.

“Dah, dah, jom blah.” Anip tarik aku yang baru nak bangun berdiri. Masa tu aku rasa badan aku lemah gila. Orang tua kepala botak tu angkat aku dengan sebelah tangan dia. Terus badan aku rasa macam melayang je.

“Pergilah pulang orang muda. Jangan ke mari di tempat kotor yang menduakan Allah.” Suara dia macam biasa, kuat gila. Aku hanya mampu angguk dan terus berlari keluar. Kali ni Anip yang bawak motor. Sebab aku dah jadi macam orang bodoh je.

“Sorry bro, aku tak tau dowh yang Ostat tu macam tu. Apa benda wei yang buat dorang terpelanting sampai macam tu? Kau ada kuasa Herry Potter ke apa?” Anip nampaknya tak sabar. Atas motor tu dia bantai tanya kuat-kuat. Dahlah dia bawah motor laju gila. Angin kuat.

“Aku tak tau…” Aku hanya mampu jeritkan itu je. Kalau nak cerita benda betul, panjang jugak. Anip angguk-angguk dan terus bawak motor sampai ke rumah. Sampai-sampai je, kami terus terbaring kat sofa. Keletihan ya amat.

“Sorry weh, aku sumpah, aku tak nak percaya orang berubat yang pelik-pelik ni. Lepas ni aku ikut cakap kau, aku solat, mengaji. Seram wei, aku tengok dorang macam karnibal yang makan orang tu je. Dorang pegang kau macam kau pulak setan.” Aku diam.

Banyak benda yang aku tengah pikir. Nak bersembang dengan Anip pun aku rasa malas. “Kau pergi mandi, solat, baca Quran, lepas tu tidur. Aku nak tidur dah ni.”

“Okay, Okay.” Anip nampaknya dah kurang sikit degil dia. Dia bangun pergi mandi. Aku pulak still melepak kat sofa. Berbaring sambil tangan kat dahi. Tak tembus-tembus aku pikir pasal orang tua kepala botak tu. Sekali bila aku asyik pikir pasal dia.

Aku rasa macam orang tua ada je sekitar rumah Anip. Aku bangun dari pembaringan. Aku duduk sambil usha kiri kanan depan belakang. Masa tu jugak aku dengar bunyi harimau macam selalu.

“Assalamualaikum wahai orang muda yang baik hati. Izinkan aku masuk.” Perghhh, aku nampak bayang lelaki tinggi tu berdiri depan sliding door. Gila. Aku bangun cepat-cepat. Tak seram dah time ni, sebab aku nak sangat tau siapa orang tua ni sebenarnya. Aku bukak sliding door, aku keluar, mengadap orang tua tu. Bapak r tinggi. Aku paras siku dia je.

“Waalaikumusalam…Kita cakap je kat luar. Ni rumah kawan saya. Tak elok kalau saya izinkan awak masuk.” Aku jeling-jeling kiri kanan jugak, takut ada jiran-jiran Anip nampak aku tengah sembang sorang-sorang. Kang kena cop gila tak pasal.

Orang tua tu duduk bersila di atas rumput karpet yang ada kat halaman rumah Anip. Aku still berdiri, bersandar kat dinding. Hah, bila orang tua tu duduk baru selesa nak sembang. Tak payahlah asyik nak langut je.

“Saya nak tau, macam mana awak boleh ikut saya ni? Kenapa saya nampak awak?” Aku sikit pun tak rasa seram bila berdepan dengan orang tua tu. Pelik jugak.

“Orang muda, panggil saja aku Muaz. Dan harimau aku itu Putih. Aku ini sudah lama melihat kamu wahai orang muda. Sejak kecil aku melihat kamu. Cumanya kamu tidak melihat aku kerana tanpa izin dari Allah, kamu manusia tidak dapat tembus lihat ke alam aku.

Aku selalu saja berada di sekitar kamu, tetapi baru-baru ini kamu dapat melihat aku, jadi aku akan selalu mengikut kamu, wahai orang muda. Hanya orang yang hatinya baik sahaja dapat berteman baik dengan bangsa kami.” Bapak r, panjang lebar Muaz tu terangkan. Naik meremang pulak aku masa tu. Sejak kecik pulak tu dia ikut aku.

Aku berganjak dekat sikit dengan Muaz. Aku teringin jugak sebenarnya nak pegang janggut dia. Tapi aku tahan je. Kang dia cakap aku kurang ajar pulak.

“Habis, hari tu, kenapa Muaz pukul dedi saya?”

“Aku ini rela menjaga kamu. Aku sayangkan sahabat aku. Jika ada apa-apa bencana, jika ada apa-apa bahaya, aku akan cuba membantu kamu. Aku mohon maaf wahai orang muda. Sampaikan maaf aku buat ayah kamu. Aku tidak sengaja mahu memudaratkan ayah kamu. Aku hanya menghalang dia dari memukul kamu, tapi aku lupa, kekuatan aku melebihi daya upaya manusia. Aku mohon maaf.”

Muaz tunduk sedikit depan aku. Muka dia nampak sedih. “Habis tu, sampai bila awak nak ikut saya ni?” soalan bengong.

“Sehingga aku masih diizinkan Allah untuk bertemu dengan kamu.”

“Ijam…Ijam…” Anip menjerit tak sangka. Berlari dia keluar. Terkejut aku. Lekas-lekas aku tutup sliding door. Tapi masa tu Muaz dah hilang. Ghaib. Tinggal bau wangi je. Aku pun rasa lega. “Apahal kau ni?”

“Telefon kau bunyi kau tak dengar ke? Ni ada orang nak cakap ni. Anas nama dia.” Anip serahkan telefon kat aku. Anas? Apahal budak KFC ni call aku malam-malam buta?

“Assalamualaikum, Nas? Kau ke tu?” Seriau jugak aku, kang benda tu menyamar ke apa, bukan boleh harap sangat.

“Waalaikumusalam, Ijam. Ni aku nak habaq ni, patutnya Pakda tak bagi aku tepon hang. Dia takut kalau hang balik sini, hang sakit balik. Aku curik jugak nombot telefon hang. Aku nak habaq, Fatehah duk nazak dah Ijam. Hang tak mau balik ka? Balik la tengok dia.

Hari tu masa dia sihat sat, dia duk tanya hang Ijam. Dia tanya, mana orang yang ruqyah dia tu? Dia nak jumpa. Hang balik kaih Ijam…aku takut hang tak dan jumpa dia…”Sayu suara Anas.

“Nas, kau jangan main-main, Nas…” masa tu badan aku dah menggigil. Jumpa Muaz dengan rimau dia pun aku tak rasa gigil macam ni.

“Betui, IJam…aku nak mohong watpa? Balikla…” Anas merayu-rayu. Masa tu jugak terbayang-bayang wajah Fatehah. Allah…Hati aku rasa macam ditoreh-toreh dah. Rasa macam nyawa aku dah keluar dari jasad.

“Aku balik. Kau tunggu. Aku balik sekarang jugak.” Aku letak fon. Aku mengadap Anip yang tengah ternganga kat depan aku. Blur.

“Pehal dowh? Nak balik mana?”

“Aku kena balik Kedah, Nip. Fatehah Nip. Fatehah. Nip, kau pergi pinjam kereta sapa-sapa boleh? Aku terdesak sangat ni.Nip tolong aku Nip, ni antara hidup ngan mati ni Nip.” Aku macam nak menangsi dah. Tahan-tahan je sebab malu kat Anip.
“Alah, kereta ibu aku yang terpacak kat sini ni, nak buat apa? Naik jelah dowh.” Anip tunding jari ke arah kereta BMW X6 yang ibu dia punya. Gila Anip ni.

“Boleh ke? Tak apa ke?”

“Siap bro. Nanti pandailah aku ayat ibu aku.” Anip pun dah gerak siap apa yang patut. Aku rasa disebabkan kejadian di rumah Ostat Jamal tadi, dia dah hilang trauma pasal perempuan rambut panjang tu. Saja je Anip ni, mengada.

Lepas semua siap, kami bertolak. Tepat pukul 12 malam. Anip yang drive sebab aku dah tak boleh nak drive. Hati walang beb, mengenangkan kekasih hati tengah sakit. Ya Allah…dalam perjalanan tu sempat jugak aku habiskan 3 kali yasin, aku baca untuk Allah mudahkan urusan Fatehah.

Masa aku baca Yasin tu, adalah jugak dua tiga titik air mata aku jatuh. Aku cover-cover takut Anip nampak. Kami sampai sana, pukul 4.50 pagi. Anip ni suka sangat stop kat RNR, beraklah, laparlah. Geram aku. Tapi disebabkan aku tumpang kereta dia. Aku redha je. Tahannn je.

Dan ada satu benda yang aku perasan. Perut aku dah start memulas balik. Sakit macam usus kena koyak. Setiap kali Anip stop kat RNR, setiap kali tulah aku berlari ke toilet, muntah. Tapi dia tak tau. Aku malas nak bagitau dia. Mungkin sebab aku dah makin dekat dengan kampung puaka tu agaknya.

“Assalamualaikum…” Aku laju je melangkah ke pintu depan rumah imam.

“Waalaikumusalam…Allah…Ijam. Hang dari mana ni?” terpinga-pinga imam. Sejuk tangan dia masa bersalam dengan aku.

“Saya dari KL, pakda. Saya dapat tau Fatehah tak sihat. Anas call saya. Saya datanglah nak tengok dia. Fatehah okay ke tak, pakda?” kalau ikutkan hati, macam nak lari je terus masuk dalam rumah imam. Nak cari Fatehah. Nak tengok keadaan Fatehah dengan mata aku sendiri. Baru aku puas hati.

Sambungan Part 5 :

“Masuk dulu. Ajak kawan hang masuk.” Imam bersalam pulak dengan Anip. Anip ni tak tau nak hulur tangan dulu dengan orang tua. Hish…

“Kami tak tidur sebab jaga Fatehah. Mak Cik Da kamu duk baca Yasin tu. Masuklah.” Imam izinkan aku dan Anip masuk. Aku melangkah slow-slow ke arah bilik Fatehah. Iya, bilik yang aku azan dulu tu. Rindu kut.Anip ikut langkah aku.

“Masuklah, tengok Fatehah…” Imam ni memang faham je perasaan aku. Dia izinkan aku tengok anak dara dia yang tengah sakit tu.

Allah…Tengah sakit teruk pun, Fatehah masih dijaga auratnya. Fatehah dipakaikan jubah hitam, dan selendang hitam. Muka dia berseri walaupun dah cengkung teruk. Bibir dia merah, tak pucat macam orang sakit lain. Mata dia cengkung, lembut je terpejam rapat. Aku nampak bibir Fatehah bergerak-gerak.

Walaupun aku tak dengar apa yang Fatehah sebut, tapi aku yakin, dari gerakkan bibir dia, dia tengah sebut Allah…Allah…Allah…Allah. Badan Fatehah dan banyak susut. Aku berdiri di sisi katil. Melihat Fatehah yang tak bergerak. Melihat matanya yang terpejam. Hati aku luluh. Jiwa lelaki aku terasa ngilu.

Aku lihat Mak Cik Da, tabah membaca Yasin di sisi Fatehah. Tak ada pun setitis air mata yang mengalir. Kuat sungguh hati dia.
Pakda pulak berdiri di hujung katil. Merenung keadaan anak tunggalnya yang lemah. Aku mengangkat tangan. Aku pejam mata. Aku baca doa yang orang baca time melawat orang sakit tu. Lepas tu aku bacakan juga Al-Fatihah. Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan Fatehah.

“Nak ke toilet jap, pakda…”

“Ha, p lah…” Pakda angguk-angguk. Aku berjalan laju-laju ke toilet. Bapak r, sedih kut. Tengok perempuan yang kita sayang terbaring macam tu. Serius aku sedih. Sebab aku Fatehah jadi macam tu. Bayangkan, bayangkan aku dengan Fatehah mana sempat sembang. Sedih kut. Bila aku datang balik dia dah tak sedar macam tu.

Aku menangis. Sumpah aku menangis kaw-kaw punya. Aku tak tau kenapa rasa sayang aku kat Fatehah kuat gila. Ni bukan cinta yang biasa-biasa. Cinta apa jadahnya, sembang pun tak pernah? Rasa yang mencucuk-cucuk jiwa aku ni, lebih kepada rasa tanggungjawab. Iya, rasa bertanggungjawab untuk menanggung segala apa yang telah Fatehah lalui hanya disebabkan aku. Ye, punca dia aku.

Lama jugak aku berkurung dalam toilet tu. Lepas nangis, aku muntah darah. Lepas tu nangis lagi. Lepas tu muntah lagi. Aku sendiri pun dah rasa lemah. Aku keluar dari toilet, bila dengar azan subuh. Lepas tu siap-siap pergi masjid denggan iman dan Anip.

Masa dalam sujud time solat subuh tu. Aku minta pada Allah supaya izinkanlah Fatehah sembuh. Izinkanlah dia dapat sembang dengan aku, walau hanya sekali. Aku minta sungguh-sungguh.
Alhamdulillah, pagi tu, aku balik dari pekan Kuala Nerang, pergi cari nasi lemak dengan Anip, aku tengok Fatehah tiba-tiba dah boleh bangun. Muka dia segar gila.

Hati aku lega. Lega sangat-sangat. Allah dah makbulkan doa aku. Aku, Anip, Mak Cik Da dan imam bersarapan kat meja makan, Fatehah yang buatkan air. Aku suka tengok Fatehah dah sihat. Muka dia berseri-seri lain macam. Mungkin ada hikmah Allah nak aku datang sini semalam, sebab mungkin Allah nak aku jumpa Fatehah dalam keadaan yang macam hari ni. Imam dengan Mak Cik Da pun bukan main lagi happy. Semalam muka masing-masing mendung je. Risau.

“Assalamualaikum…Ayah suruh bagi ni, kat abang Ijam.” Petang tu, masa aku tengah main gitar dengan Anip ngan Anas kat kerusi batu di halaman rumah imam, Fatehah datang dengan sepasang baju melayu warna krim. Aku jelling-jeling kat Anip ngan Anas, suruh blah. Sebab aku nak sembang kejap je ngan Fatehah.

“Wei, mai sini. Kita isap rokok.” Anas tarik Anip pergi kerusi batu yang satu lagi. Kat halaman rumah imam ni ada banyak set kerusi batu yang sekali dengan meja tu. Lepaklah kau puas-puas. Lepas dua mangkuk tu blah, aku baru senang sikit nak bercakap dengan Fatehah.

Itupun mangkuk dua ekor tu bukan duk jauh-jauh pun, duk sebelah je. Tadah telinga. Haram tul.
“Fatehah bagi salam tadi…” di balik furdah berwarna hitam. Fatehah bersuara lembut. Pandangan dia tunduk ke bawah. Ayu sungguh.

“Waalaikumusalam…Fatehah.” Masa tu baru aku perasan dia panggil aku Abang Ijam wei. Abang..Abang…tak apa, tu latihan untuk jadi isteri esok. Ha Ha Ha.

“Baju ni, ayah suruh Fatehah bagi kat abang…ambikla…” dia sua kotak jernih berisi baju melayu warna krim.

“Untuk apa ni Fatehah? Kenapa bagi baju ni kat saya?” Ternganga aku. Nak ajak aku nikah ke apa ni? Aku on je. Gatal.
“Fatehah belikan baju ni kat ayah. Tapi tak muat. Jadi ayah kata, nanti kalau ayah suruh Fatehah bagi baju ni kat siapa-siapa yang ayah berkenan, Fatehah kena bagi sendiri.

Lepas tu, tadi ayah suruh Fatehah serah baju ni kat abang.” Jujur sungguh gadis suci depan aku ni berbicara. Tak dapat nak balas kata-kata Fatehah. Aku kelu saat tu. Sumpah.
Gitar yang ada kat tangan aku. Aku petik. Cover lah. Muka tengah blushing time tu. Aku capai kotak baju melayu dan aku letak kat tepi.

“Terima kasih, Fatehah…”

“Kalau Fatehah nak abang mainkan satu lagu kat Fatehah buleh dak?” lembut permintaan Fatehah.

“Lagu apa? Saya tak reti sangat main gitar ni.”
“Lagu…Tak apalah. Nanti Abang Ijam bacakan Al Fatihah je untuk Fatehah. Kan tu lagi baik?” Fatehah senyum.

Aku tau dia senyum, sebab aku nampak mata dia mengecil. Walaupun aku tak nampak bibir dia senyum sebab dia pakai furdah.

“Abang nak masuk mandi. Nak siap-siap pergi masjid. Alhamdulillah, Fatehah dah sihat. Syukur…Abang suka tengok Fatehah macam ni. Abang minta maaf ye sebab abang Fatehah sakit…”

“Abang…Bukan…Sakit ni dari Allah. Allah yang tengah menguji Fatehah. Tak apa. Fatehah Redha. Fatehah masuk dulu ye…Moga Allah akan selalu melindungi Abang yang baik…” sempat Fatehah doakan aku sebelum dia melangkah masuk ke dalam rumah.
Berdekah Anip dengan Anas ketawakan aku.

Sebab muka aku merah time sembang-sembang dengan Fatehah. Gila dorang tu. Malam tu, aku ingat nak balik. Rindu gila kat mami ngan dedi. Dahlah pinjam kereta ibu Si Anip tu je. Lepas Isyak, aku dah siap-siap nak balik. Anip pulak macam berattt je nak balik. Dah kenapa Anip ni? Bukan awek dia ada kat sini pun?

“Fatehah mana pakda? Saya nak jumpa dia kejap je. Boleh pakda?” aku bersalam dengan imam. Aku cium tangan dia. Aku peluk dia erat-erat. Masa ni, aku angkat muka je, aku nampak Muaz melintas. Mak ai sampai ke sini dia ikut aku?
Aku buat bodoh jelah. Lagipun aku rasa lega sebab balik ke kampung kali ni, aku tak ada kena ganggu sangat. Tapi aku nampak muka Muaz macam nak bagitau aku sesuatu. Aku buat donno je, dia pun hilang.

“Ijam…Ijam…hang duk tengok apa tu? Kata nak jumpa Fatehah? Dia duk baca Quran tu, kat bilik dia. Dengan mak cik hang. P lah jumpa…” Imam mengejutkan aku.
“Yelah…” Aku bergerak ke ruang tengah, Anip pergi masukkan barang dalam kereta.

“Mak cik nak ke mana?” Aku berselisih dengan Mak Cik Da kat ruang tengah. Dia masih bertelekung.

“Nak tengok kamu baliklah…” Masa tu Fatehah pun keluar dah dari bilik dia. Berjalan ke ruang tamu. Aku patah balik. Fatehah berjalan sebelah aku. Mak Cik Da dua tiga tapak di depan.

“Saya dah nak balik ni, Fatehah…”
Pap! Tiba-tiba Fatehah rebah ke lantai. Tak sempat aku nak pegang dia.

“Allah…Fatehah…Mak cik, Fatehah ni…Ya Allah…” Aku angkat jelah Fatehah tu. Orang dah tak sedar kan, takkan nak biar je terjelepuk kat lantai?

“Abangggggg….Abangggg…” Mak Cik Da dah menjerit tak ingat dunia. “Ijam…angkat Fatehah Ijam…” Aku angkat Fatehah bawak masuk bilik. Baringkan dia kat katil. Masa tu dia bertelekung putih. Tak berkutik dia walaupun banyak kali aku panggil. Dalam dada aku, dup dap dup dap macam nak tercabut jantung.
Imam, Mak Cik Da ngan Anip berlari masuk.

Imam terpa Fatehah. Dia tepuk-tepuk pipi Fatehah. Dia letak jari kat hidung Fatehah. Dia rasa nadi kat tengan Fatehah. Lepas tu dia diam. Berdiri kaku sambil tenung wajah tenang Fatehah. Aku berdebar. Aku menggigil. Mak Cik Da terkam ke arah Fatehah. Dia hinggut-hinggut tubuh Fatehah.

“Fatehah…Fatehah awat ni? Bangunlah…bangunlah…Fatehah…” Dia angkat muka, tengok imam yang berdiri kaku. “Abang awat dengan anak kita ni bang? Awat?” Mak Cik Da menangis.

“Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun…” Imam pejam mata diringi air mata yang berderai di pipi. Aku terkelu. Badan aku rasa ringan. Terus aku terduduk kat lantai. Fatehah dah tak ada…

“Ijam…Ijam…Ijam…kau okay ke?” Anip bercangkung tepi aku. Dia pegang bahu aku. Detik tu, takkan boleh aku lupa sampai bila-bila.

“Nanti Abang Ijam bacakan Alfatihah jelah untuk Fatehah, kan lebih baik?” terngiang-ngiang permintaan Fatehah tu. Dalam diam, aku bisik surah Al-fatihah. Malam Jumaat tu, Fatehah pergi tinggal kami semua. Hujan renyai-renyai turun. Aku termenung. Sementara Imam, sibuk menghubungi saudara mara terdekat.

Esoknya, akulah manusia yang mengusung keranda Fatehah. Akulah yang menghantar dia dengan bacaan Alfatihah di setiap langkah kaki meninggalkan pintu rumah. Masa jenazah diuruskan, satu rumah berbau wangi ya amat. Aku tahu, kekasih hati aku adalah bidadari syurga.

InsyaAllah. Ada hikmah aku berpisah dengan dia di dunia. Mungkin Allah tidak mahu aku sakiti dia yang terlalu baik. Jadi Allah simpan dia di syurga yang indah. Aku redha walaupun hati aku menangis sayu.

Seharian hari Jumaat tu, aku down. Aku tak boleh nak cakap dengan sapa-sapa pun. Aku nak ber sendiri. Aku hanya mahu sedekahkan sebanyaknya al fatihah buat Fatehah.

“Ijam, mami dengan dedi hang mai…” Anas menjenguk ke dalam bilik. Dia macam takut-takut.

“Kejap lagi aku keluar…”

“Ha…baik.” Anas beredar.

Tak berapa lama, dedi sendiri masuk ke dalam rumah. Masuk-masuk je terus dedi peluk aku. “Dedi berdosa, Ijam…Dedi berdosa dengan kamu.” Aku terkejut. Terpinga-pinga.
Mami pun masuk jugak, berdiri di belakang dedi.

“Mai keluaq. Kita selesaikan hai ni petang ni jugak…” Imam panggil kami keluar. Aku, dedi dan mami keluar ke ruang tamu.
“Pakda yang suruh Anip call mami ngan dedi hang Ijam. Kita kena berdepan dengan masalah. Tak buleh lari. Petang ni, kita selesaikan semua ni, Sebelum tahlil malam sat lagi.” Imam duduk mengadap kami semua.

“Pakda, saya minta maaf pakda…” dedi bersuara perlahan. Aik? Dedi kenal pakda?

“Biar pakda cerita semua kat Ijam na? hang izinkan dak?”
“Silakan pakda. Saya izinkan. Kalau boleh benda ni saya nak selesaikan cepat-cepat.” Dedi kelihatan risau. Aku duduk je. Tengok je perangai sorang-sorang.

“Macam ni Ijam. Sebenarnya Pakda kenai dengan dedi mami hang ni. Dulu, masa hang belum ada. Dedi ngan mami hang ni, kahwin lama tapi tak dapat anak. 7 taun depa kahwin. Depa pernah mai minta ayaq tawaq kat pakda. Minta iktiar supaya depa dapat zuriat. Tapi Allah tak makbulkan. Allah uji depa. Tapi, tulah, kita ni manusia. Mudah terpedaya dengan setan. Atuk hang dulu, dia komando.“

“Dia banyak ilmu hutan. Dia yang bawak dedi dengan mami hang ni p masuk hutan, p sembah kubuq keramat dalam hutan Pedu sana nu. Depa p bawak kopi bangkai gagak. P bagi penunggu tu minum dan minta anak. Nak dijadikan cerita, sebulan lepas balik dari sini, mami hang mengandungkan hang. Tapi depa janji dah dengan jin tu, depa nak bawak hang mai setiap enam bulan.“

“Nak bawak p jumpa jin tu. Tapi lepas hang lahir, depa busy kerja. Depa lupa. Atuk dengan nenek hang meninggal dalam rumah. Lepas tiga hari baru orang kampung jumpa. Habis terburai isi perut macam kena robek dengan binatang buas. Masa pakda p rumah atuk dengan nenek hang, pakda nampak jin tu. Depa dua laki bini jugak.“

“Ada jantan ada betina. Hat betina tu, rambut dia panjangggg. Hat betina tu dia dah anggap hang ni anak dia Ijam. Sebab tu dia akan ikut hang. Hat jantan ni dia ganas. Suka merasuk. Sebab tu, dedi ngan mami hang ni tak bagi balik sini.

Dulu masa umuq hang setaun, depa bawak hang balik. Hang teriak sampai tak mau-mau. Depa bawak hang mai sini, pakda tiup ubun-ubun hang. Hang terus diam. Lepas pada tu, depa tak bawak hang balik sini dah. Lani Ijam nak tanya apa?”

Aku blur. Aku rasa macam mimpi. Apa semua ni? Betul ke dedi ngan mami sanggup buat semua tu? Aku paling kat mami ngan dedi dengan pandangan kosong. Mami asyik menangis. Dedi tunduk memandang lantai.

“Habis? Yang ikut saya balik ke KL dan yang menyerupa jadi Mak Cik Da tu, jin betina tu?”

“Dia akan buat apa saja Ijam…sebab dia nak hang…”

“Pakda, tolong pakda…tolonglah tamatkan perjanjian tu Pakda…Tolonglah…” mami menangis sakan. Imam seakan buntu. “Perjanjian tu…”

“Wahai sahabat yang baik hati. Izinkan aku membantu kamu.” Tiba-tiba Muaz berdiri di depan rumah. Suara dia bingit. Putih di sisi dia, tengah menjilat bibir. Aku angguk. “Ijam, nak ke hutan tu…Dedi boleh tunjukkan?”

Semua tercengang. Mami terkam aku. “Jangannnnn!!!! Jangan Ijammmm jangan…”

“Kalau tak selesaikan semua ni, sampai bila-bila kita takkan hidup senang mami. Ijam nak pergi. Dedi, tunjukkan tempat tu.”

“Ijam…kalau ada kawan nak bantu. InsyaAllah, moga Allah permudahkan. Jomlah kita p sana. Bagi selesai sebelum magrib.”
Aku, Anip, dedi ngan imam naik Triton yang imam punya. Kami redah jalan hutan. Dedi pun ingat-ingat lupa tempat tu. Yang dia tau, tempat tu dekat dengan satu tasik. Kereta kami stop kat satu jalan hutan ni. Iya, ada tasik di situ. Biru tasik dia.

“Sahabat. Izinkan aku sahaja ke tempat itu. Bagitahu sahaja tempatnya bagaimana?” Muaz sudah menanti dengan Putih.

“Dedi, tempat tu macam mana?Dedi ingat lagi?”

“Dia kat tengah-tengah hutan, tapi kawasan tu, berpasir. Ada banyak pasir macam kat tepi pantai…Dan…” Belum sempat dedi habis bagitau ciri-ciri tempat tu, berdesup aku tengok Muaz dan Putih berlari ke dalam hutan.
Boom!!!

Asap berkepul. Angin bertiup kencang macam tempias dari hentakkan yang kuat. Kami semua terkejut. Dedi aku siap berlari masuk dalam kereta. Anip terduduk sambil tekup kepala. Aku dengan imam tak sempat nak mengelak. Kami kaku. Sesaat kemudian, aku dengar bunyi Putih mengaum. Kuat. Sampai seakan bergegar hutan tu.

“Muazzz…Muazzzz…” aku menjerit. Risau jugak kat kawan sorang tu. Bermatian dia nak tolong aku.

Sambungan Part 6 :

“Iya, orang muda. Aku di sini.” Tiba-tiba Muaz tercegat di belakang aku. Aku tengok Muaz luka-luka. Putih pun. Habis bulu dia dengan darah. Putih nampak lemah. “Aku pergi dulu orang muda. Moga Allah selalu lindungi kau.” Ghaib. Muaz Ghaib dan putih juga Ghaib.

“Terima kasih…” hanya itu yang sempat aku ucapkan. Sekali lagi aku dengar Putih mengaum.

“Harimau…jom balik, jom balik…” Dedi menjerit. Rupanya dia pun dengar Putih mengaum.

“Pakda rasa semuanya dah selesai kot no?” Imam tersenyum. Aku tiba-tiba sayu bila tengok muka imam. Ya Allah, kenapa ada manusia sebaik imam ni? Anak dia mati sebab aku kut, dia sikit pun tak salahkan aku. Aku peluk imam erat-erat. Air mata aku tumpah lagi.

Malam tu, sebelum balik. Kami sempat join tahlil untuk Fatehah. Ya Allah berat sungguh hati aku nak tinggalkan kampung. Sebelum balik, aku ada pergi rumah atuk dengan nenek. Rupanya dorang dah tak ada. Aku syukur pada Allah, dengan apa yang Allah uji aku ni. Aku lebih rasional untuk menempuhi ujian-ujian lain.

Aku pakai baju yang Fatehah hadiah. Dengan baju tulah aku balik ke KL. Setiap kali solat aku akan hadiahkan dia al fatihah. Setiap kali raya, aku balik tengok kubur dia. Walaupun Fatehah dah tak ada, tapi percayalah hingga saat ini, dia masih ada dalam jiwa aku.

Terima kasih pada yang sudi baca kisah aku ni. Moga korang semua dapat banyak pengajaran. Ingatlah, tiada tempat yang selayaknya kita meminta kecuali Allah. Zuriat, ajal, jodoh, pertemuan, rezeki, semuanya ketentuan Allah.

Serahlah pada Allah sepenuhnya. Kita hanya mampu berdoa dan usaha. Sebab tu aku diam je bila korang cakap aku dah kahwin ngan Fatehah. Korang suruh tag dialah. Dia tak tak ada. Doakan dia ye. Assalamualaikum… Moga bertemu lagi.

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